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So fucked, so fucked, so fucked.......
no no no no no no no no no no no no...
I am so fucked...
I don't know how I did it...
I completely slept through my alarm and beyond...
I left my phone downstairs last night...
But that wouldn't have been any use...
Cause the first call from my mom came at 8:09am...
Why even bother calling if it's at a time when I should already be at school and would already be getting an absense?
I woke up at like 5:45pm today...
Freaked out...
Started say "no no no no" over and over again while my hands tweaked and twitched...
I looked at the alarm...
The alarm is set and on...
But I didn't hear it...
"Fuck"...
I started hoping that it was only 5:45am...
But it was too bright outside to be morning still...
Continued saying "no" as I walked to my mom's room to find her gone...
Hands still twitching and tweaking as I think of what to do...
Turned the light on...
Walked down stairs...
Found my phone...
6 calls missed...
One from Olivia...
Another from Sam...
The rest from my mom...
Still don't know what to do...
Go to the computer room...
Turn on the computer...
Thinking of e-mailing my teacher...
Still saying "no" and an occasional "fuck" or "shit"...
Tears slowly start trickling down my cheeks...
Why am I freaking out so much you ask?
I have 9 absenses in my first period class...
A class that I absolutely NEED to pass to qualify for my adult diploma...
And I think I have 8 absenses in my other class that I also need for my adult diploma...
I'm about ready to BEG and PLEAD my 1st period teacher to let me make it up to her...
Stay after school for however long she wants...
Something...
I NEED that credit...
FUCK!
no no no no no no no no no no no no...
I am so fucked...
I don't know how I did it...
I completely slept through my alarm and beyond...
I left my phone downstairs last night...
But that wouldn't have been any use...
Cause the first call from my mom came at 8:09am...
Why even bother calling if it's at a time when I should already be at school and would already be getting an absense?
I woke up at like 5:45pm today...
Freaked out...
Started say "no no no no" over and over again while my hands tweaked and twitched...
I looked at the alarm...
The alarm is set and on...
But I didn't hear it...
"Fuck"...
I started hoping that it was only 5:45am...
But it was too bright outside to be morning still...
Continued saying "no" as I walked to my mom's room to find her gone...
Hands still twitching and tweaking as I think of what to do...
Turned the light on...
Walked down stairs...
Found my phone...
6 calls missed...
One from Olivia...
Another from Sam...
The rest from my mom...
Still don't know what to do...
Go to the computer room...
Turn on the computer...
Thinking of e-mailing my teacher...
Still saying "no" and an occasional "fuck" or "shit"...
Tears slowly start trickling down my cheeks...
Why am I freaking out so much you ask?
I have 9 absenses in my first period class...
A class that I absolutely NEED to pass to qualify for my adult diploma...
And I think I have 8 absenses in my other class that I also need for my adult diploma...
I'm about ready to BEG and PLEAD my 1st period teacher to let me make it up to her...
Stay after school for however long she wants...
Something...
I NEED that credit...
FUCK!