i need you here like you've always been.

[komicbookcrush]

how can i ask your opinion of me? i don't have a clue as who this girl is myself! i look into the mirror &see a fucking head case. i don't know what i want. i don't know where i am going. i'm on a destined path for destruction. irregularities all around.

i need new words. new thoughts. new look. new lifestyle. new friends. new clothes. new job.

a transformation. wash this old girl away, i don't even recognize her!

you can't know me, i don't even know myself.