the world moves faster than i knew.
i didn't mean to yell,
i'm having a bad week
and i miss my mom
friday i worked 4-10, feeling oh so sick. what's the best remedy? vodka.
meanwhile, my mom's in orlando picking up my brother from the airport.
i go pick up jaison and we head to the liquor store. back to my house and drink, drank, i'm drunk. i lost my voice. i felt so dumb, i just put my head in my hands, he drove my car back to his house, (so have another drink, and drive yourself home...) and i somehow managed to drive myself back home.
about 3 hours sleep and i'm up at six am, and off to orlando. shauna, shelby and i have fun at first, i couldn't stop coughing and the quick tranisition of cold to hot made me want to puke. we whined and complained and left at about one thirty.
i slept until six, ben and eric came over. followed by shelby. shelby and i ate at bennigans, then rented some movies. now my stomach hurts from that shit. logan came over and left. shelby and i watched our movie and i took a bath.
i don't think there's anything left inside my stomach, i've puked/coughed it all up. i think being sick for two weeks is enough, it can end anytime now.
JEALOUSY all the fucking time.
you had answers to all the wrong questions, it's funny; these answers are all that i need. it's crazy the things we made in the sky so picture me drowning, pretending i'm happy, we end up regretting the things we don't try. and here with my problems, i don't need the light, they're bigger than darkness and darker than night, i leave on the promise of something that shines perfection ain't perfect
a leaver will find, i find this...all the time.
i'm having a bad week
and i miss my mom
friday i worked 4-10, feeling oh so sick. what's the best remedy? vodka.
meanwhile, my mom's in orlando picking up my brother from the airport.
i go pick up jaison and we head to the liquor store. back to my house and drink, drank, i'm drunk. i lost my voice. i felt so dumb, i just put my head in my hands, he drove my car back to his house, (so have another drink, and drive yourself home...) and i somehow managed to drive myself back home.
about 3 hours sleep and i'm up at six am, and off to orlando. shauna, shelby and i have fun at first, i couldn't stop coughing and the quick tranisition of cold to hot made me want to puke. we whined and complained and left at about one thirty.
i slept until six, ben and eric came over. followed by shelby. shelby and i ate at bennigans, then rented some movies. now my stomach hurts from that shit. logan came over and left. shelby and i watched our movie and i took a bath.
i don't think there's anything left inside my stomach, i've puked/coughed it all up. i think being sick for two weeks is enough, it can end anytime now.
JEALOUSY all the fucking time.
you had answers to all the wrong questions, it's funny; these answers are all that i need. it's crazy the things we made in the sky so picture me drowning, pretending i'm happy, we end up regretting the things we don't try. and here with my problems, i don't need the light, they're bigger than darkness and darker than night, i leave on the promise of something that shines perfection ain't perfect
a leaver will find, i find this...all the time.