Nov 12, 2004 00:07
not that i have never realized this...but sometimes thoughts can come back with more impact at different moments:
life is crazy-balance and cycles and equilibrium and love and lack of...
The sign that we all take for granted that represents equality has gone through a lot and we should take more time to stop and recognize its genius. (e=mc^2) hahah.
I think I don't care about the high school experience...I mean, I am almost sure I don't. The only part of me that still questions this is just comfort and fear of the unknown. [which is pointless because the unknown is much more interesting]
"WE are always the weird ones. I mean, when WE are on drugs, everyone else isn't and they all make fun of US. But when WE are D E A D S O B E R (-nicotine...doesn't count), the smarties are 'trippin' on DXM. . ."*
I don't have low expectations, they are actually very high...but when someone falls below these expectations I am disappointed BUT NOT SURPRISED. Vanity and unknown poetics...tis a shame to the maximum. [it's just so bboooorrriiiinnngg...i'm sorry i cannot belittle myself to beg for the doggy treat]
END OF REALIZATIONS FOR THIS ENTRY.
*a day in our life: sleep in the morning, eat (do things), smoke, chess, movie, music, computer, camera, speak, drugs, chess, starbucks, chess, lame ass responsibilities, foil characters, party+sobriety, HANDFUCKINGBALL, home+altered states, TRY to sleep.
(Time to go exercise so i might be more aesthetically pleasing for my art. BAH.)