anticipation kills....
This weekend was pretty fun, we found a bowl on a dead girls grave it was messed up and we all thought to put it back but alex picked it up and kept it.i hung out with a bunch of people over tha weekend that i normally dont it was really fun.
SO this morning when i walked into glenbard south i realized how bad the feeling of lonlieness and solitude is. i mean i really dont have it bad but evry time i walk in that school i look around and i dont know anyoe and im not friends with these people. like i have "school" friends but i never hang out with these kids. i really dont like walking down the halls and not recognizing ne1 and not being able to have that feeling of acceptance and friendshiop that i have when im with my friends from north. i have a friend who shall remain nameless lol but he used to be a foster child and switched high schools over 6 times and ive only had to deal with it once i can not imagine being in his shoes.
i know this sounds corny and all but really if theres liek a "new kid" around talk to him/her cuz it really does make a difference. even just saying hey makes a difference it makes it feel as if u are known by someone and there is taht feeling of acceptance, that u can never have unless u are put in a situation like taht.
Well my mom is leaving june 4th i mean yes im gonna miss her and my younger sister BUT they will be gone for 2 MONTHS so my house will be the place to be in the summer.....lol.
I AM MOVING BACK TO NAPERVILLE AND WILL BE AT NORTH NEXT YEAR
SO this morning when i walked into glenbard south i realized how bad the feeling of lonlieness and solitude is. i mean i really dont have it bad but evry time i walk in that school i look around and i dont know anyoe and im not friends with these people. like i have "school" friends but i never hang out with these kids. i really dont like walking down the halls and not recognizing ne1 and not being able to have that feeling of acceptance and friendshiop that i have when im with my friends from north. i have a friend who shall remain nameless lol but he used to be a foster child and switched high schools over 6 times and ive only had to deal with it once i can not imagine being in his shoes.
i know this sounds corny and all but really if theres liek a "new kid" around talk to him/her cuz it really does make a difference. even just saying hey makes a difference it makes it feel as if u are known by someone and there is taht feeling of acceptance, that u can never have unless u are put in a situation like taht.
Well my mom is leaving june 4th i mean yes im gonna miss her and my younger sister BUT they will be gone for 2 MONTHS so my house will be the place to be in the summer.....lol.
I AM MOVING BACK TO NAPERVILLE AND WILL BE AT NORTH NEXT YEAR