Jan 05, 2009 22:15
I don't like the eating disorder, I am just having a hard time disliking it
When I laughingly say I don't want to grow up, I'm not joking. I really am terrified
I believe that everyone's flaws should be accepted and forgiven except for mine
I feel nothing most of the time and I wait to see your reactions before I know how to respond/reply/react myself
I only pretend to be immature: I'm scared to show you just how serious and deep I can be
I hate being needy and yet I long to be taken care of
eating disorder