Hawaiian banana

Jan 04, 2009 13:18



I didn't update for over a week. What a failure !! O_O
Well, I had a really nice New Years and stuff, so that okay =D
Tomorrow I'll start work... yiir...
Other than that, things are kinda stupid. Of course, if I got myself together, I might be able to see clear, but I don't really know.
So I think it will probably be good for me to go back home and just be alone.
I haven't been home in something like 2 weeks.Maybe even more. I don't even remember.
But it's probably better to go home and just be no one.
I guess the reason why I can stay away from home for so long is because my home doesn't even feel like home anyway.
I hope I can move soon.
But right now, I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. So I'll guess I'll have to keep fighting, lighting a new match once in a while to have some light.

Aa~  I don't know what's up, but I hope everything's fine later on.

I really hurt my arm, but I hope it'll be okay tomorrow (cause I have to work)

Sometimes, I just feel like giving it all up completely. Like, should I OD again? Just to make life easier. There is too much pressure on me these days. Like, all the things I have to do. That I just can't do.
on a happier note, my x-mas present from my aunt arrived, so hopefully I can have it sometime this week! Yay!

life

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