Oct 26, 2008 10:35
First of all, actually I must admit I have some issues right now.
I really love being here in Japan. I think I have been luckier than I thought possible. I got a job within weeks, I got some really nice friends that mean a lot to me, and I got a cheap, yet big place to stay.
Why am I still unhappy? Why am I not pleased? Why am I dissatisfied?
Second of all, I'm going to a party with my work place tomorrow. Only... It's been changed to today >_>; I'm just not up for it.
I just hope I can change my mind and decide to go there. I kinda have to go... Eeh...
Not much been happening besides this lately. But I think the first thing happening is enough in itself.
I wish I was not thinking like that. But I do.
I can't have all that I want. But I still try to.
confusion