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[komasakigoddess]

If I could throw it all away, I would,
If I could end it all today, I would,
If I could have the chance to be set free, I'd take it,
I had the chance to just be me, and I faked it.

If I could go to sleep and never wake, I would,
If I could erase all my mistakes, I would,
If I had the chance to open my eyes, I'd take it,
I had the chance to just be me, and I faked it.

I'm lying when my mouth is open,
Don't listen to me, you're never going to see,
Don't just let me sit here and keep lying to you,
but, what the hell, you're lying too.

A long time ago I could close my eyes and still see the sky,
Now all I see is you, and I'm so angry I could cry,
Did I really screw it up, when I had my chance to be me?
Am I really still trapped here, never to be free?

I've got to wake up.
I've got to wake up.