..To die by your side, the pleasure, the priveledge is mine..
I just made some surprisingly good popcorn. In our new popcorn-maker thingy my to-be mother-in-law bought. She always gets quirky shit like that. Easter was interesting. We had no less than six houses to visit, ended up at my dads eating pizza that night. Twenty billion easter baskets with more candy than I wish to think about consuming adorn the house. The best part about Easter- the six kinds of cheesecake in the fridge..although they didn't really stack up to the jello no-bake desi and I used to make. I miss Tea a lot too. I think as part of my bachelorette party, I'll have a passions party and I'll have desire come over and make cheesecake and tea before we start sampling toys and such.
The other good thing about Easter- it's spring, and something has come over me. You know what they say about bunny rabbits...I think it's mainly Joey. The way he whispers sweet nothings, the way the shadows fall on his angular jawline as he draws close to kiss me, the slight caress of fingertips over my skin-how we can completely relax with eachother while still anxiously awaiting a touch. How he'll hold me in his arms and converse for hours until we realize how late its become. It's even hard to leave each other for sleep, so we hold on as tight as we can, lips pressed together until we fall apart from exhaustion. How can I not want to be with him the rest of my life?
We tried discussing what our love felt like..and after many analogies and similies, we decided it could be talked about for years and never fully covered. Mainly, though, happiness.
I REALLY need to start planning out the wedding. If anyone has any ideas or would like to contribute in any way- PLEASE let me know. I've got a year or so, but I haven't even started anything yet. Joni (Joeys mommy) is going to make my dress, and I know I want it outside or at least not in some stuffy church that had nothing to do with my idea of religion. David, the coolest damn father-in-law any girl could ask for, suggested we take our vows on a boat. I never really thought about the many ways to get hitched. But I'm really just confused as of now. So any comments would be welcome. really really. ok. too many reallys.
-Blah-
1) Using band names, spell out your name:
K-Kidney Thieves
R-Rammstien
Y-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
S-Smashing Pumpkins
T-Tenacious D
A- AFI
L-Lou Reed
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: No.
3) What songs make you cry?: bright eyes, fiona, etc.
4) What songs make you happy?: a lot of the same ones that make me sad..
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'1 and a half
HAIR COLOR: Brownish
SKIN COLOR: pasty caucasiany
EYE COLOR: greenish-blueish-hazelish.
PIERCINGS: 5 in ears, one belly button scar from an old peircing.
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: black.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Love Song by the Cure
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Popcorn.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?:sunny with slight winds.
HOW ARE YOU?: alone, labidinous.
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS? i didnt used to, sometimes now.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: i bite my lip until it bleeds, then i keep re-opening the scabs...oral fixations.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: My dad and step mother, sure. There is no getting along with the woman who birthed me.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Its ok. I make Joey drive most of the time now.
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: The OC, Simpsons, Law and Order-
THEY ARE PUTTING 'FAMILY GUY' BACK ON THE AIR WITH ALL NEW EPISODES! (we already own all of the past seasons on dvd.)
CONDITIONER: tigi bed head
BOOK: House of Leaves or anything by Vonnegut or Palahnuik.
MAGAZINE: Jane
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Iced Tea
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: margaritas.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep.
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: coheed&cambria
BROKEN THE LAW: sure. no felonies though.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: not really.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: at my aunts.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Last year was the year of skinny dipping.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Probably in like junior high.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: No, but Bolyard did!
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: hundreds of dollars on my grandfathers.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: when did i GO to school?
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: i dont think I ever have...
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Hah, Dracula was a joke.
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: He always corrects me: Fiancee!
GIRLFRIEND: Let's not re-live the experimentation period.
SEXUALITY: Straight.
CHILDREN: none...my maternal instinct is trying to convince me into pregnancy but I won't let it...yet.
CURRENT CRUSH: Yeah this hot guy I slept with last night..I wonder if he likes me?
CURRENT WIVES: My darling Nikki.
BEEN IN LOVE?: A few times. Currently head over heels.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Definitely.
BEEN HURT?: My heart didnt look like it could be put back together again.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Ive learned something from everything in my past. I try not to hold regrets.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: gone out with? um..sure.
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yes.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:
Car: AFI-Sing the Sorrow
Portable:Bright Eyes-Fevers and Mirrors
Home:Cake, Lynard Skynard, and Live
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: red.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: toffee, cherries, music and him.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Joseph Lee.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Rebuild my old collection with some girlie and emo shit no one admits to liking but loves like some fiona. and maybe a dogfashiondisco cd.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: desi, nikki, kimmy
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: You know, stuff.
l a s t t i m e y o u
TIME YOU CRIED?: A week ago with a good friend of mine who had to abort twins the day her boyfriend broke up with her.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Last summer, kimmies postcards from Europe.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Today-Ryan emailed me from Iraq.
THING YOU PURCHASED: A bookmark, stickers, and a card from Hallmark.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: The Price is Right
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Dawn of the Dead
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: Pro-choice.
TEENAGE SMOKING: My boyfriends sister just gave me a sticker with a bird on it that says it all: No puffin.
SPICE GIRLS: Have been dead a long time.
DREAMS: occur.
The other good thing about Easter- it's spring, and something has come over me. You know what they say about bunny rabbits...I think it's mainly Joey. The way he whispers sweet nothings, the way the shadows fall on his angular jawline as he draws close to kiss me, the slight caress of fingertips over my skin-how we can completely relax with eachother while still anxiously awaiting a touch. How he'll hold me in his arms and converse for hours until we realize how late its become. It's even hard to leave each other for sleep, so we hold on as tight as we can, lips pressed together until we fall apart from exhaustion. How can I not want to be with him the rest of my life?
We tried discussing what our love felt like..and after many analogies and similies, we decided it could be talked about for years and never fully covered. Mainly, though, happiness.
I REALLY need to start planning out the wedding. If anyone has any ideas or would like to contribute in any way- PLEASE let me know. I've got a year or so, but I haven't even started anything yet. Joni (Joeys mommy) is going to make my dress, and I know I want it outside or at least not in some stuffy church that had nothing to do with my idea of religion. David, the coolest damn father-in-law any girl could ask for, suggested we take our vows on a boat. I never really thought about the many ways to get hitched. But I'm really just confused as of now. So any comments would be welcome. really really. ok. too many reallys.
-Blah-
1) Using band names, spell out your name:
K-Kidney Thieves
R-Rammstien
Y-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
S-Smashing Pumpkins
T-Tenacious D
A- AFI
L-Lou Reed
2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: No.
3) What songs make you cry?: bright eyes, fiona, etc.
4) What songs make you happy?: a lot of the same ones that make me sad..
a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5'1 and a half
HAIR COLOR: Brownish
SKIN COLOR: pasty caucasiany
EYE COLOR: greenish-blueish-hazelish.
PIERCINGS: 5 in ears, one belly button scar from an old peircing.
r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: black.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Love Song by the Cure
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Popcorn.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?:sunny with slight winds.
HOW ARE YOU?: alone, labidinous.
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS? i didnt used to, sometimes now.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: i bite my lip until it bleeds, then i keep re-opening the scabs...oral fixations.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: My dad and step mother, sure. There is no getting along with the woman who birthed me.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Its ok. I make Joey drive most of the time now.
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: The OC, Simpsons, Law and Order-
THEY ARE PUTTING 'FAMILY GUY' BACK ON THE AIR WITH ALL NEW EPISODES! (we already own all of the past seasons on dvd.)
CONDITIONER: tigi bed head
BOOK: House of Leaves or anything by Vonnegut or Palahnuik.
MAGAZINE: Jane
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Iced Tea
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: margaritas.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep.
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: coheed&cambria
BROKEN THE LAW: sure. no felonies though.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: not really.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: at my aunts.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Last year was the year of skinny dipping.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Probably in like junior high.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: No, but Bolyard did!
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: hundreds of dollars on my grandfathers.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: when did i GO to school?
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: i dont think I ever have...
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Hah, Dracula was a joke.
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: He always corrects me: Fiancee!
GIRLFRIEND: Let's not re-live the experimentation period.
SEXUALITY: Straight.
CHILDREN: none...my maternal instinct is trying to convince me into pregnancy but I won't let it...yet.
CURRENT CRUSH: Yeah this hot guy I slept with last night..I wonder if he likes me?
CURRENT WIVES: My darling Nikki.
BEEN IN LOVE?: A few times. Currently head over heels.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Definitely.
BEEN HURT?: My heart didnt look like it could be put back together again.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Ive learned something from everything in my past. I try not to hold regrets.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: gone out with? um..sure.
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yes.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:
Car: AFI-Sing the Sorrow
Portable:Bright Eyes-Fevers and Mirrors
Home:Cake, Lynard Skynard, and Live
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: red.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: toffee, cherries, music and him.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Joseph Lee.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Rebuild my old collection with some girlie and emo shit no one admits to liking but loves like some fiona. and maybe a dogfashiondisco cd.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: desi, nikki, kimmy
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: You know, stuff.
l a s t t i m e y o u
TIME YOU CRIED?: A week ago with a good friend of mine who had to abort twins the day her boyfriend broke up with her.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: Last summer, kimmies postcards from Europe.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Today-Ryan emailed me from Iraq.
THING YOU PURCHASED: A bookmark, stickers, and a card from Hallmark.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: The Price is Right
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Dawn of the Dead
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: Pro-choice.
TEENAGE SMOKING: My boyfriends sister just gave me a sticker with a bird on it that says it all: No puffin.
SPICE GIRLS: Have been dead a long time.
DREAMS: occur.