..music saves lives..
I cannot sleep...I don't remember when the last time I had a good nights sleep was. Ugh...and I'm aching as if I were sleeping on a hotel bed or some unknown bed. I'll run around all day, exercise, eat right, read books, drink tea, milk..whatever is supposed to help with these things-Nothing. I feel exhausted, but I still cant just go-and if I do, its not deep. All day I feel hazy. I'm about to take drastic measures and reach for the Tylenol PM or Ambien or some such shit. I need a magic spell cast upon me. I read a book- 'Of Bees and Mist' by Erick Setaiwan- that was so incredibly good and beautiful and wondrous. Highly recommended. But still, no sleep. I wish I were a cat.