Alot of shit!

[kolorean05]

It's late as hell!!!!!!!!!! I haven't posted in fucking forever. Today was the longest day ever! Doctor, Secretary of State, my old job, another secretary of state, work at my new job, my old house, then gas station, then home! A marathon day for a tired pregnant lady with classic swollen ankles and my first ever contraction. Nothing serious and, ( the doctor informed me), nothing to worry about after a long day they are to be expected!Long as they aren't too close together and there aren't more than a few a day!I finally look all the way pregnant and I have started to gain weight, (only three ponds really but that was in the last month and I was called a Turkey, Butterball, and some other odd pet name that I did not find amusing today!!!! Any way, I look like I did when I was in high school in 10th grade. My face is broken out bad, or bad for me anyway! My eczema has flaired up and I get random rashes on my arms and I look like I have scaybys (can't spell so sue me!)Dry skin itch really makes me look like I have a disease! And I haven't even begun to mention all the other complaints I have. But my stubborn son! (Thank you God for a boy!) Will be worth it all in the end! I feel like Elmira, "I wanna love 'em and hug' em and kiss 'em!" I'm only six months but it feels like forever but I don't wanna rush him either. He can stay as long as he likes but not past February 7th. Keke was pregnant with Jay two weeks past her due date and she was fucking miserable. Speaking of my sister I miss her but fuck her! We fell out, (AGAIN!) (AS USUAL!) and I am, in her words, "Dead to you as you are to me!" When did she become so poetic! Anyway we'll be talking again by January. I can't stay away from the kids that long and Jay's B-Day is Jan. 23. ANywho I am being kicked and I'm supposed to be resting so I must stop ranting and get some sleep! But I now have the internet, at home, (THank you God again!) I have decided that I do believe in God because I do need something to believe in but I do not believe in Jesus the Son "SUN" of God for he is, like alot of other religious symbols just that a symbol! Anyway, going to bed now because I'm rambling and it's hard to see the letters at this time of night!

KOKO

P.S. That one popular song by Edwin McCain, what's the title to that? I thought it was "I'll Be" but I'm not sure?