Babysitting is BIRTHCONTROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[kolorean05]

Man I hate watching kids now. Walking Jay to school this morning I was hit with another wave of thank God I don't have to do this shit er'day! I'd be crazier than my shrink says I am already! Anyway, I was juggling like a million guys at once so I wasw wearing myself pretty thin. As my dad said I was wearing my THING out! So I cut it down to just two. I even left my girl alone! But that situation got crazy cause her boyfriend beat her ass for text messaging me behind his back and then he said he wanted to9 hit me upside my head! I was like I'm not into getting my ass beat so I gotta let yall go! Anyway, my broke ass need a job so fucking bad! I'm looking I got new resumes and er'thing but no takers! I am up and I can't go back to sleep cause NANA is woke and acting a fool. She threw a shoe at me earlier because I wouldn't put it on her! She is a trip! I love her. Keke is expecting again and getting married in October! wow! who would have thunk it!? Er' since Dre died I been having nightmares off and on about him haunting me. I think it's because I was such a bitch to him b4 he died. N E way I got a new boo. One of the two cats I'm seeing. I been Mike's girlfriend since like 7 months ago. he is like old as dirt, 47, but he cashes me out on the regular and buys me shit and keeps me flossy so I can't let him go. Plus he's buying me a car in July so I really need to hold on to this character for a while! And the new dude is who I plan on staying with when I let Mike go. His name is Aric! He's so short and cocky! mmmmmmmm mmmmmmm mmmmmmmm i'm really digging him. He's the reason I let the other ones go. We probably gone move in together in August or September, (AFTER I GET MY CAR!). I'm back! Like I never left. I"m like that Gnarls Barkley song. I can remember when I lost my mind! It's crazy but it's like I'm back to being me! I love it. I'm all happy about it. If I could just find a job I'll be gravy as hell! Anything will do at this point. I'm not moving to Arizona anymore either so I really need something. McDonalds said I was overqualified so I feel good and bad about that. Well I should go see what NANA is doing. She is a little too quiet 4 me! Talk to all u good people later!
~koko~