No sex today.. and Im okay with that
Ray came over today and yeah we cuddled and ge fondled me a bit.. but idk. I don't think it's him.. maybe it was that day ? i also smoked too much and felt nauseous. But i wasn't in the mood today for sex with him. Idk i dont want to say disgusted or repulsed but thise are the words that come up in my head. So horrible to say.. but idk. Im glad i didnt have sex today. I just really didnt want it to happen and i think he felt that. He's good like that. I usually don't mind sex with him but i dont know why i felt grossed out about it that day.
Strange..
But im glad for the turn out of not having sex with him today.