everythings gonna be alright.. rockaby
so i have this new idea. I'm gonna try to deal with my small undefining slightly pathetic way to high school based problems on my own. I hate having to put my probelms on other people and i hate being jusged and i'm more afraid that i'm goign to be judged than anything else and i hate having to talk about it. so why not jst nto talk about it. deal with it on my own. it cant be taht hard now can it>? i mean peopel with no friends get by somehow and they deal with all their problems on their own, so im gonan try it. i mean i had a problem or a few lately and havent really talked about htem.. and to me some of the issues are far to complicated to discuss with anyone for fear of word sprweading even if by accident.. i really dont have anyone to talk to in the first place.. who knows maybe i jsut need to sit in dunkies for a couple hours by myself.. or my slide once all this rains dries up.. ahhh i dont know wahts going on.. and in a fishy almost certain. but not exact same kinda way things are mirroring last yr. and if u want to talk to me about my problems there cant be any judgements at all. none. no other outside crap. sry. my life just cant take anymore of taht stuff. balhh im getting sick again.. stuffy noses suck big time. okay update is done.. peace out homies