I don't really use this much anymore.
So I have moved fairly well along since I last posted anything real.
News to few:I have stopped playing in the OWBN larps.
It is nice having the free time, I miss some people. Others, I'm not sure cancer or liver failure can come swiftly enough for. It has been months and I still rise to a fire-filled hatred whenever it gets brought up.
I will not forgive it. I am bitter that someone took away a hobby from me that I put a lot of money, time and energy into and I will not get it back. Nor will I give them the gratification of my presence any more.
I will put my time and energy into other things like the SCA and my girlfriend.
I started playing M:tG again, mostly with co-workers and Beth. I forgot how much fun that crap is when it isn't "die hard tourney time".
I still want to vent and scream from the rooftops about what a piece of shit CiD is, what terrible people republicans are and how horrible Kasich is for Ohio; all in hope that someone else bites the bullet to start the revolution. Mostly because I would make a terrible martyr, do not like jail or getting shot at.
But shit needs to change somehow, the systems are broken everywhere I look and it drives me crazy to sit idle and hope for the best.
News to few:I have stopped playing in the OWBN larps.
It is nice having the free time, I miss some people. Others, I'm not sure cancer or liver failure can come swiftly enough for. It has been months and I still rise to a fire-filled hatred whenever it gets brought up.
I will not forgive it. I am bitter that someone took away a hobby from me that I put a lot of money, time and energy into and I will not get it back. Nor will I give them the gratification of my presence any more.
I will put my time and energy into other things like the SCA and my girlfriend.
I started playing M:tG again, mostly with co-workers and Beth. I forgot how much fun that crap is when it isn't "die hard tourney time".
I still want to vent and scream from the rooftops about what a piece of shit CiD is, what terrible people republicans are and how horrible Kasich is for Ohio; all in hope that someone else bites the bullet to start the revolution. Mostly because I would make a terrible martyr, do not like jail or getting shot at.
But shit needs to change somehow, the systems are broken everywhere I look and it drives me crazy to sit idle and hope for the best.