My day off...

[kokushibyou]

today is my day off and then I have to work for 4 nights straight....this job isn't my style, it's not what I thought it would be atleast. I miss my innocent care-free summer. Yeah so I've been stressed kinda the past week and it is not fun :( . On top of that, I feel this loneliness in the love department and I am sure many others do too. I am used to having a relationship because they are always there for me but now isn't the case....it's so hard for me to read people's feelings about me. I just want a girl that I can be nice to and cuddle with and all that fun stuff. It would be especially nice if this female had a good grasp on reality and a good sense of humor....*sigh* Methinks I need to find someone relatively soon. Anyone wanna help me with that ; D? Well I'm done for now, maybe I'll find something to do....turn some apps in at other places or something.....adios

P.S. I do have my secret crushes and NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW!!! mwuahahaha(too bad though)