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Y'know what?? Holiday seasons suck. Just about all of them. My birthday, if last year was any indication, can be included in that classification. And y'know why?? Because often you have plans on them, that aren't necessarily 'for fun' plans, that you can't ditch. And you have the option of getting a job, if, and only if, you can work on said holiday. And y'know what?? That fucking sucks. Holidays can suck my dick.
I AM: Not what most people think.
I WANT: To be happy. Something like seems to rob from me every so often.
I HAVE: Sore muscles. Just walked home from Scott's Valley, again. Cause I could make it faster than the bus would get me home. And cause I needed to vent.
I WISH: Lying were an impossibility for everyone.
I HATE: People who blind themselves.
I MISS: Being with the one that I love.
I FEAR: Not much. And those things I do fear, those who I trust with that knowledge, know what things I fear.
I HEAR: Agalloch - The Hawthorne Passage
I SEARCH: For the new me.
I WONDER: About how successful I'll be.
I REGRET: A few things, though only one that I'd try and do over again.
I LOVE: Enough.
I ACHE: In my body. I made that trip in record timing. Just over an hour. I is proud of mahself.
I ALWAYS: Go too easy on people. Maybe I'll finally start to change that. Let people earn the right to be treated nicely.
I AM NOT: ...Myself, I think.
I DANCE: In a way that only one person truly understands. And only a few more accept.
I SING: For the sheer delight of it. And any of you who tell me to stop, because I'm off key, or who knows what the fuck ever... you can all goan fuck yourselves. I'll sing however the fuck I want. But if you criticise my singing, don't be surprised if I don't sing around you much more.
I CRY: Pfft. I fucking wish. Though... I may get that sooner than I'd thought.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: On the right path. Though never straying TOO far from it. And usually finding it for a while again.
I WRITE: Not much. Maybe more in the future. Maybe a little tonight.
I WON: The right to be without people who understand me.
I LOST: Two of the ones I love. And hopefully not the third.
I CONFUSE: Everyone who gets a glimpse of who I really am.
I NEED: To take a warm bath, and relax. Wish I could find the epsom salts. Motherfucker carton disappearing.
I SHOULD: Put on a song that I wanna sing to. But will I?? Probably not. Just wait until one comes on.
x. three things you are often complimented for: Don't get them often. Except maybe my hands. And that's only by one person, really.
x. you get embarrassed when: I don't really get embarassed. Not much.
x. what upsets you: People not doing what they say they're gonna do.
Yes or No...
x. You keep a diary: Only this thing. And a failed attempt from something like six years ago. Thinking about starting one really soon, though.
x. You like to cook: Only what I can make well.
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Not anymore. The last one two people now know.
x. You're in love: ...HURR HURR HURR. WUZ IT THURT EEZY TUR TELL??
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: I don't have a watch. But when I did, I didn't. And when I do in the future, I won't. Just the clocks that wake me up.
x. You bite your fingernails: Not in a while. Not since I got a nail clipper.
x. You believe in love: HURR HURR HURR. WUZ IT THURT EEZY TUR TELL??
Who is...?
The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: She knows who she is.
The weirdest person you know: I think maybe Koji. Not really sure.
The Loudest Person you Know: I dunno. Maybe me. But I can be quiet when I want, or when I need to be. Dunno, really.
Your close friends: Not many. 5, really. There are some other people, but they aren't that close.
The Person that Knows the Most about you: At the moment, it's Syd, though Wolf and Drak are running a pretty close tie for second.
Most Boring Teacher: I haven't had any really boring teachers. Some teachers who thought they were 'hot', and 'in the game', but weren't, but... not really boring.
What is...
Your most overused phrase on IM: Heh, hah. Some variation thereof. Or possibly "Talk to you later".
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: You mean it's supposed to be constant??
Your best feature: The fact that I haven't killed you all yet.
Inside joke: "Deed yoo yoose zeh goat?". "FUCK!! ASS!!". "AROOO WASH MY SOCKS BITCH!!". "watermelon.gif, and remember, when you see it, just think... 'satisfied customers'". "Buh-nuhnuhNUHnuhnuhNUH!!". "STOP PUTTING THE TOILET IN THE PHONE!!". "Hey Mike, it's Syd.".
Do You...?
Take a shower everyday: Ha. Haha. Hahahahahaha...
Have any crushes: I dunno. Maybe it would be considered a crush, at this point. Maybe it's best to just leave it dropped at unrequited love.
Think you know you've been in love: HURR HURR HURR. WUZ IT THURT EEZY TUR TELL??
Want to get married: Eventually. When I'm ready.
Have any tattoos/where?: Not yet. Maybe won't get any tattoos. Got other plans.
Piercings/where?: Had one in an ear. Got infected, so I let it heal up. It wouldn't look right on me, now, either.
Get motion sickness: Nope.
Think you're a health freak: *bursts into flames*
Get along with your parents: Here's no commentary.
When you see this name you think of...
Ryan: That dickhole 'friend' of Adam's.
Rob: Providing the Sickness -I-
Drew: ...Carey??
Stephanie: The metal board.
Heather: A chick I used to go to school with. Who was a pain in the ass.
Aaron: Some dude I went to school with. Sort of. He was a few grades below me, and I didn't really know him. Just his name.
Amy: Chasing Amy.
Paul: Jesus-Man!!
Eve: Parasite Eve.
John: Jake. (... which just led into "-Jacob Jingleheimer Schmidt!!")
Alex: Harden.
Justin: Denert. Or however you spelled his name. GOD he was a prick.
Ricky: OH LUUUSY!! I'M HOOO-OOME!!
Jack: Jake. Jackon. Jakeoff.
Screen names: Urr... only one. That I ever use, at least.
Sign: Sagiscorpio, bizmondodatch.
Natural Fur Colour: Err... I have sorta olden grown hair. Mostly brown, but in the proper light, it's golden.
Current Fur Colour: ...??
Eye Colour: Hazel. -Ish.
Birthplace: Thatoneplace, CA.
Favourites
Number: 4
Colour: White.
Day: El Dia de los Pantalones
Month: Not November, or December, or October, or February. Major holidays can kiss my ass. And so can my birthday.
Song: I dunno that I have one at the moment.
Food: Beef. Though lamb is rivaling it, big time. If only lamb was prepared as many different ways as beef. And weren't so expensive.
Season: Fall/Spring. Though Winter can be nifty.
Drink: Mountain Dew. Though I've been without for days on end.
Vegetables: VEGETABLES CAN SUCK MY HORSECOCK.
Preferences
Cuddle or Make Out: Cuddle, though both are fun.
Chocolate Milk or Hot Chocolate: Chocolate milk.
Milk, Dark or White Chocolate: Milk.
Vanilla or Chocolate: ALL
In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cried? No.
Helped Someone? Maybe?
Bought Something? No.
Gotten Sick? No.
Gone to the Cinema? No, though I might tomorrow.
Gone out for Dinner? No.
Said 'I love you'? I think so. It's getting close to having been 24 hours, though.
Written a real letter? Once or twice, I think.
Talked to an ex? I suppose you could say that, yes.
Missed an ex? Enh. Sort of. In the way that this question is intended, yes. But I still see her anyways.
Written in a journal? ...
Missed Someone? Yeah.
Hugged Someone? Yeah.
Kissed Someone? Not really. Err... wait, no, yes, I have. Though it was a goodnight kiss, to the forehead.
Fought with your parents? A minor spat. Nothing big. I dunno if it was even that. No real hash words. Just wrong buttons pushed.
Fought with a friend? No. But I feel a few coming up, I think.
I AM: Not what most people think.
I WANT: To be happy. Something like seems to rob from me every so often.
I HAVE: Sore muscles. Just walked home from Scott's Valley, again. Cause I could make it faster than the bus would get me home. And cause I needed to vent.
I WISH: Lying were an impossibility for everyone.
I HATE: People who blind themselves.
I MISS: Being with the one that I love.
I FEAR: Not much. And those things I do fear, those who I trust with that knowledge, know what things I fear.
I HEAR: Agalloch - The Hawthorne Passage
I SEARCH: For the new me.
I WONDER: About how successful I'll be.
I REGRET: A few things, though only one that I'd try and do over again.
I LOVE: Enough.
I ACHE: In my body. I made that trip in record timing. Just over an hour. I is proud of mahself.
I ALWAYS: Go too easy on people. Maybe I'll finally start to change that. Let people earn the right to be treated nicely.
I AM NOT: ...Myself, I think.
I DANCE: In a way that only one person truly understands. And only a few more accept.
I SING: For the sheer delight of it. And any of you who tell me to stop, because I'm off key, or who knows what the fuck ever... you can all goan fuck yourselves. I'll sing however the fuck I want. But if you criticise my singing, don't be surprised if I don't sing around you much more.
I CRY: Pfft. I fucking wish. Though... I may get that sooner than I'd thought.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: On the right path. Though never straying TOO far from it. And usually finding it for a while again.
I WRITE: Not much. Maybe more in the future. Maybe a little tonight.
I WON: The right to be without people who understand me.
I LOST: Two of the ones I love. And hopefully not the third.
I CONFUSE: Everyone who gets a glimpse of who I really am.
I NEED: To take a warm bath, and relax. Wish I could find the epsom salts. Motherfucker carton disappearing.
I SHOULD: Put on a song that I wanna sing to. But will I?? Probably not. Just wait until one comes on.
x. three things you are often complimented for: Don't get them often. Except maybe my hands. And that's only by one person, really.
x. you get embarrassed when: I don't really get embarassed. Not much.
x. what upsets you: People not doing what they say they're gonna do.
Yes or No...
x. You keep a diary: Only this thing. And a failed attempt from something like six years ago. Thinking about starting one really soon, though.
x. You like to cook: Only what I can make well.
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Not anymore. The last one two people now know.
x. You're in love: ...HURR HURR HURR. WUZ IT THURT EEZY TUR TELL??
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: I don't have a watch. But when I did, I didn't. And when I do in the future, I won't. Just the clocks that wake me up.
x. You bite your fingernails: Not in a while. Not since I got a nail clipper.
x. You believe in love: HURR HURR HURR. WUZ IT THURT EEZY TUR TELL??
Who is...?
The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: She knows who she is.
The weirdest person you know: I think maybe Koji. Not really sure.
The Loudest Person you Know: I dunno. Maybe me. But I can be quiet when I want, or when I need to be. Dunno, really.
Your close friends: Not many. 5, really. There are some other people, but they aren't that close.
The Person that Knows the Most about you: At the moment, it's Syd, though Wolf and Drak are running a pretty close tie for second.
Most Boring Teacher: I haven't had any really boring teachers. Some teachers who thought they were 'hot', and 'in the game', but weren't, but... not really boring.
What is...
Your most overused phrase on IM: Heh, hah. Some variation thereof. Or possibly "Talk to you later".
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: You mean it's supposed to be constant??
Your best feature: The fact that I haven't killed you all yet.
Inside joke: "Deed yoo yoose zeh goat?". "FUCK!! ASS!!". "AROOO WASH MY SOCKS BITCH!!". "watermelon.gif, and remember, when you see it, just think... 'satisfied customers'". "Buh-nuhnuhNUHnuhnuhNUH!!". "STOP PUTTING THE TOILET IN THE PHONE!!". "Hey Mike, it's Syd.".
Do You...?
Take a shower everyday: Ha. Haha. Hahahahahaha...
Have any crushes: I dunno. Maybe it would be considered a crush, at this point. Maybe it's best to just leave it dropped at unrequited love.
Think you know you've been in love: HURR HURR HURR. WUZ IT THURT EEZY TUR TELL??
Want to get married: Eventually. When I'm ready.
Have any tattoos/where?: Not yet. Maybe won't get any tattoos. Got other plans.
Piercings/where?: Had one in an ear. Got infected, so I let it heal up. It wouldn't look right on me, now, either.
Get motion sickness: Nope.
Think you're a health freak: *bursts into flames*
Get along with your parents: Here's no commentary.
When you see this name you think of...
Ryan: That dickhole 'friend' of Adam's.
Rob: Providing the Sickness -I-
Drew: ...Carey??
Stephanie: The metal board.
Heather: A chick I used to go to school with. Who was a pain in the ass.
Aaron: Some dude I went to school with. Sort of. He was a few grades below me, and I didn't really know him. Just his name.
Amy: Chasing Amy.
Paul: Jesus-Man!!
Eve: Parasite Eve.
John: Jake. (... which just led into "-Jacob Jingleheimer Schmidt!!")
Alex: Harden.
Justin: Denert. Or however you spelled his name. GOD he was a prick.
Ricky: OH LUUUSY!! I'M HOOO-OOME!!
Jack: Jake. Jackon. Jakeoff.
Screen names: Urr... only one. That I ever use, at least.
Sign: Sagiscorpio, bizmondodatch.
Natural Fur Colour: Err... I have sorta olden grown hair. Mostly brown, but in the proper light, it's golden.
Current Fur Colour: ...??
Eye Colour: Hazel. -Ish.
Birthplace: Thatoneplace, CA.
Favourites
Number: 4
Colour: White.
Day: El Dia de los Pantalones
Month: Not November, or December, or October, or February. Major holidays can kiss my ass. And so can my birthday.
Song: I dunno that I have one at the moment.
Food: Beef. Though lamb is rivaling it, big time. If only lamb was prepared as many different ways as beef. And weren't so expensive.
Season: Fall/Spring. Though Winter can be nifty.
Drink: Mountain Dew. Though I've been without for days on end.
Vegetables: VEGETABLES CAN SUCK MY HORSECOCK.
Preferences
Cuddle or Make Out: Cuddle, though both are fun.
Chocolate Milk or Hot Chocolate: Chocolate milk.
Milk, Dark or White Chocolate: Milk.
Vanilla or Chocolate: ALL
In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cried? No.
Helped Someone? Maybe?
Bought Something? No.
Gotten Sick? No.
Gone to the Cinema? No, though I might tomorrow.
Gone out for Dinner? No.
Said 'I love you'? I think so. It's getting close to having been 24 hours, though.
Written a real letter? Once or twice, I think.
Talked to an ex? I suppose you could say that, yes.
Missed an ex? Enh. Sort of. In the way that this question is intended, yes. But I still see her anyways.
Written in a journal? ...
Missed Someone? Yeah.
Hugged Someone? Yeah.
Kissed Someone? Not really. Err... wait, no, yes, I have. Though it was a goodnight kiss, to the forehead.
Fought with your parents? A minor spat. Nothing big. I dunno if it was even that. No real hash words. Just wrong buttons pushed.
Fought with a friend? No. But I feel a few coming up, I think.