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[kokoyama]

*slowly wakes up, sighing loudly*

Not the ramen...

*sighs again, shifting on the couch*

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[wagahai_shige]

- sits on the floor opposite the couch nervously biting his finger nails -

[kokoyama]

*rubs his eye and yawns, stretching*

...Oh shit.

*sprints to a sitting position*

I'm sorry, I didn't mean- Are you okay, Shige?

[wagahai_shige]

- nods and stops biting his nail -

just...thinking about stuff.

[kokoyama]

*slips down the couch and sits in front of Shige*

Are you sure?

*places a strand of Shige's hair behind his ear*

[wagahai_shige]

- nods again -

I'm just..confused over what to do for the best

[kokoyama]

*leans back against the couch*

What do you mean?

[wagahai_shige]

- looks down at his hands nervously -

I'm gambling a relasionship thats had more happy times than bad on a risk of being even happier. I don't want to make the wrong choice.

[kokoyama]

*stays quiet for a while*

I can't choose for you and I can't force you to choose...

*smiles at Shige*

I really didn't mean to put you in this situation. We can..

*swallows hard and looks away before turning back to Shige with a smile*

We can forget it happened.

[wagahai_shige]

I don't want to though, and I don't think you do either. For all I know in two weeks me and Kimi could be fighting again.

[kokoyama]

*takes Shige's hand in his*

I...

*looks down at their hands*

I like this. I really like you...

[wagahai_shige]

- smiles a little and holds his hand -

I like this too but I'm scared that I only like it because I've been fighting with him and feeling really down.

[kokoyama]

. . .

Then...you need to figure out how...how you feel about me.

[wagahai_shige]

- holds Koyama's hand between both of his own -

I do like you. You're my best friend and you probably know me better than anyone. When you kissed me it felt like fire works were going off inside me.

[kokoyama]

*gives Shige a small smile*

Really?

[wagahai_shige]

- nods -

when you kiss me it feels...right somehow.

- looks down at their hands -

I think I'm scared of the unknown. There's so many what if's involved.

[kokoyama]

*leans in, brushing his lips against Shige's*

I'm scared, too.