Getting so scared.

Jul 15, 2011 20:00

My hubby's having open-heart surgery on Monday, and I'm getting so scared. I know this is the right decision, but I'm absolutely terrified. I've thrown up twice today out of nervousness (thank you, useless stomach), and I've had to keep it from him. Last thing he needs is more worry on top of the worrying he's already doing.

One of the most annoying parts is this feeling that we need to try to cram as many good times in between now and Monday as possible, just in case. And yet we're too stressed to have any good times!

2 more days, then we have to be at the hospital on Monday at 5:00 am. *gulp*

I have to go throw up again.
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