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omg, so much has been going on lately! I hadn't talked to Amanda for 3 weeks, so i called her, and she actually called me back. It turns out that he had a huge nervous breakdown, and shut everyone out of her life for a while, couldn't talk to anyone, moved out of her house, and almost got fired from the tanning salon. and the top that off, she started smoking. SMOKING! Amanda's almost more anti-drugs than i am! that just killed me. i was crying my eyes out then, and we talked for a few more minutes before she had to get back to work. it's not healthy for a 17 year old to be working full time,a total of 3 jobs. we worked everything out, but the fact that she had turned to her b/f, who she's known for a total of 3 weeks, for help, instead of me who she's known for a lot longer. i'm her best friend and i'm supposed to help her with this kind of stuff. it really hurt. i mean, if she didn't want to talk to me about it, fine, but she said that she did want to but she couldn't. i don't know why she didn't if she wanted to and ran to him instead, but whatever. it just hurts a lot. i'm glad she's ok though, that's the important thing.
i called jon when i got off the phone with Amanda, and told him everything. I can talk to jon about anything, and he always makes me feel better when i'm in a bad mood. he told me that he's learning how to speak Pompeian from some guy at work, so i asked him to say something. he said something that sounded really cool, and when i asked him what it meant he said, "Grab my dick, Bitch!" hahahahahahahahaha!!!! i was hysterical!! it has to be one of the funniest things i've ever heard! Usually when you ask someone to say something in another language they say, "Hi, how are you" or ask what i want them to say. Not "grab my dick, bitch!" haha! that's jon for 'ya! after like, 45 minutes i ahd to go because someone was on the other line for my dad. When i went to go give him the phone he was sleeping, so i really could've stayed on the phone with him. that's ok though, because i was really tired. I miss jon, i really do.
That night i had a dream:
Jon was here and i was in a chinese restaurant with one of my friends. (i don't remember who it was though.) i asked one of the waitresses where the housing department was because that's where jon and his mom were staying. so she showed us, and i went down the hall calling, "Jon Rose! Jon Rose!!" suddenly, he poked his head out of a big tent on stairs, and came running. he gave me a big hug, and then we went driving around coral springs together. (my friend disappeared.) We went down coral springs drive toward my house, but jon said to turn lef tinto another neighborhood so we did. We saw Leila, and Lynne, and everyone that was at Leila's Halloween party last year. I just held on to Jon's arm the whole time, so tightly as if I thought he was going to disappear at any second, and he held me in his arms. It felt so good to have him hold me again. yeah, but then my dream ended.
i called jon when i got off the phone with Amanda, and told him everything. I can talk to jon about anything, and he always makes me feel better when i'm in a bad mood. he told me that he's learning how to speak Pompeian from some guy at work, so i asked him to say something. he said something that sounded really cool, and when i asked him what it meant he said, "Grab my dick, Bitch!" hahahahahahahahaha!!!! i was hysterical!! it has to be one of the funniest things i've ever heard! Usually when you ask someone to say something in another language they say, "Hi, how are you" or ask what i want them to say. Not "grab my dick, bitch!" haha! that's jon for 'ya! after like, 45 minutes i ahd to go because someone was on the other line for my dad. When i went to go give him the phone he was sleeping, so i really could've stayed on the phone with him. that's ok though, because i was really tired. I miss jon, i really do.
That night i had a dream:
Jon was here and i was in a chinese restaurant with one of my friends. (i don't remember who it was though.) i asked one of the waitresses where the housing department was because that's where jon and his mom were staying. so she showed us, and i went down the hall calling, "Jon Rose! Jon Rose!!" suddenly, he poked his head out of a big tent on stairs, and came running. he gave me a big hug, and then we went driving around coral springs together. (my friend disappeared.) We went down coral springs drive toward my house, but jon said to turn lef tinto another neighborhood so we did. We saw Leila, and Lynne, and everyone that was at Leila's Halloween party last year. I just held on to Jon's arm the whole time, so tightly as if I thought he was going to disappear at any second, and he held me in his arms. It felt so good to have him hold me again. yeah, but then my dream ended.