Wow, what a week...
so many things have happened this week...
on monday my mom went into a mental hospital. a fucking psycho-path place! i was pissed. my mom just wanted the attention...she was making up most of this suicidal stuff. i know it.
tuesday my mom called my dad during the day and said, "get me the hell out of here!" so what did he do?? he got her the hell out of there. figures. she should've had to stay at least one more day. she was the one who wanted to go in there, and she was very selfish taking my dad out of work to bring her there and pick her up two days in a row.
wednesday my mom picked me up early and we went to my asthma doctor...we fought and fought and fought about this mental hospital thing in that doctor's office. i was screaming at her, and it made me feel a hell of a lot better.
friday i had a midterm that i think i failed... i'm going to show a horse i've been riding, Mr. Ed saddleseat in the next parkland show... i can't wait! everyone thinks i'm going to make an ass of myself because he's not a saddleseat horse, but i don't really care what they think of me. i think it will be fun. ...as long as adam doesn't show up again.
i went over sebastian's house the other day so he could put together my hi-hats...omg. i wanted to kiss him SO badly!!! i'm not sure if he still has a g/f or not though, and i didn't want to mess things up so i didn't. next time though, if he's not going out with her still, i'm going for it! that's it. it's decided. and i know exactly how i'm gonna do it too...
i'm going to see the lipizzaner stallions tonight with my mom and grandma. i think it should be fun.
i'm horny.
more later.
on monday my mom went into a mental hospital. a fucking psycho-path place! i was pissed. my mom just wanted the attention...she was making up most of this suicidal stuff. i know it.
tuesday my mom called my dad during the day and said, "get me the hell out of here!" so what did he do?? he got her the hell out of there. figures. she should've had to stay at least one more day. she was the one who wanted to go in there, and she was very selfish taking my dad out of work to bring her there and pick her up two days in a row.
wednesday my mom picked me up early and we went to my asthma doctor...we fought and fought and fought about this mental hospital thing in that doctor's office. i was screaming at her, and it made me feel a hell of a lot better.
friday i had a midterm that i think i failed... i'm going to show a horse i've been riding, Mr. Ed saddleseat in the next parkland show... i can't wait! everyone thinks i'm going to make an ass of myself because he's not a saddleseat horse, but i don't really care what they think of me. i think it will be fun. ...as long as adam doesn't show up again.
i went over sebastian's house the other day so he could put together my hi-hats...omg. i wanted to kiss him SO badly!!! i'm not sure if he still has a g/f or not though, and i didn't want to mess things up so i didn't. next time though, if he's not going out with her still, i'm going for it! that's it. it's decided. and i know exactly how i'm gonna do it too...
i'm going to see the lipizzaner stallions tonight with my mom and grandma. i think it should be fun.
i'm horny.
more later.