Nov 01, 2005 22:55
today was a really good day. I made a few choices for myself that im pretty glad about. I feel a little accomplished for the day. then i think of everyting i still need to do and that changes. I was in a super good mood the whole day and now its changed, not really to a bad mood just blah and rather pensive. Besides a bunch of school work which seems to be taking over everyones life too, I really really need to choose a major. im only registered for 9 hours for next semester until i figure it out. ahh but it will work out.
Part of me wants to pack my bags and head off somewhere else next semester. Like the jungle, or the rainforest. Im not a huge college fan. I like it and this year is going really really well but their is so many excting things to do its hard to just stay in one place, especially if its called statesboro. I am happy though, and thats what is important for now.
Last night I was a little sad though b/c i wanted to be home so bad and dress up and hand out candy to my little neighbors. Here i was so tempted to dress up and go to legends like last year but the thought of drunk horny guys grossed me out so i decided against it. no the going out scene is not for me. instead we watched amityville horror which was fun, but sometimes i wish i could just be a kid again. atleast on halloween. except when im older i will have the best adult parties ever. so yeah
I miss having a best girl friend. I have a ton of freinds but i miss having a girl that really really knows me. I love everyone down here so much but I miss having a friend to call up everynight and talk for 2 hours to. I'm going to put up a want ad: wanted, christian girl, likes to have fun, do outdoorsy things, occasionally get dressed up and play sports. I wish it was that simple.
I wish I didnt have these outrageous moodswings!
rewind time: so my weekend was awesome. I went home and went to the south game w/ adam then surprised my family wich was great. Hungout w/ them all day saturday which was so fun. Dad, Aaron and I played football and our little neighbors watched and then we went to their little fair. it was so cute, Aaron and I had fun though. My favorite ting is whenmy brother is happy. Then sundaynight I spent the night w/ Adam and I drove back here in the morning and it took freakin 3 hrs and 40 minutes! thats ridiculous, traffic sucked. I made it 20 min before my class, i showered and still ma dit 3 min early! ha yay!
oh so this deserves its own paragraph: on sat my mom was playing with my hair and she got a circular brush caught on the top and it would not come out. so mom madean appt to get the hairdressers to cut my hair and help get it out but it would have been sooooooo short. so mom cut the brush a bunch and it took 40 minutes but she got it out and cancelled the appt, and the whole time mom was going crazy and was so worried but i didnt care at all. I just though it was hilarious. but i need a haircut really bad anyway b/c my ends are terrible and its so long!
okay i think ive wasted enough time, goodnight all