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Its over. o-v-e-r. all is fine. This is my isse and Victor's issue. Not that I believe I will ever talk to him again, because I officially have no respect anywhere in any bone of my body for him. So this will never be resolved. Stupid choice. I don't know the intentions of his entry, well I guess I do, but thats not important. Oh well. Shit happens..my life will go on. Let me deal with it the way I deal with things. Its in the past....and that's where it will ALWAYS stay. Just a memory..one I wont enjoy looking back on. Ever. I do remember him saying that he has never ended a relationship and stayed friends with the person. Well, now I dont believe that the fact that I wont ever be friends with him is my fault. I was friends with him until this giant anger issue came up. Random actually, because he led me to believe things were fine...and I believed it....but since I guess b/c I didnt want to go back to him, because I had moved on, just pissed him off a little. I am not going to sweat over someone elses issue. I honestly have nothing to do with it, its all him. He has control of his own emotions, whether or not I am a horrible person, its how you percieve things. So now I am going to watch tv with my mom, who I believe is NOT fucked up, and hasn't FUCKED me up...because my family is NOT fucked up. Its just not what you are used to, so you believe it is. I am sorry.
"Dont ever point your fingers at fucking crazy people..."
"Dont ever point your fingers at fucking crazy people..."