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So don't try to call my cell phone for a while as it will be off. My bill was big because I went text cray this month. So if you need me call my house. If you dont know my house number, then I am sorry and talk to me online if you need me. It wont be long before Ill have it back on 24/7. These punishments never last long.
Anyways, tomorrow night we have a chorus concert and I am not excited. Oh well....BLAH. I had practice today and tomorrow our scrimmage is cancelled because its going to rain, so we'll have indoor practice, which I hate.
Wow I never realized how boring my life is lately. Nothing exciting. No drama which is good...because I am avoiding those things (yes people) that either already cause drama or have the possibility of causing it. I am just trying to lower my stress because lately Ive been really anxious and having those scarey ass dreams where I wake up in a sweat and afraid to go back to sleep. Yea...I need to slow my life back down.
Have I quit cigs? No of course not. I thought I could for softball, and I did for about a week and a half and then boom...right back to where I started. Oh well....umph, its not like I actually play on the softball team. I just sit on the bench. Not much over-use of the lungs when I sit on a wooden bench, MAYBE a few splinters in my ass and thats it.
Mmm I am eating Vanilla ice cream. I love it but I never seem to buy it because when you look at the ice cream freezers at the stores you always look straight for the ice creams with all the different things in them and the chocolate ones. Well when I looked the Vanilla Ice cream looked lonely and ignored. I felt bad. So vanilla it is...and its good too....Woo.
There's only 2 months and 2 weeks until I am 18. Then you will all get the shock of your life. Ill be a totally different person. Because I wont be under the control of my parents. I can do what ever I want, and fall in love with whomever I want. Itll be grand.
Im out. Peace....
Anyways, tomorrow night we have a chorus concert and I am not excited. Oh well....BLAH. I had practice today and tomorrow our scrimmage is cancelled because its going to rain, so we'll have indoor practice, which I hate.
Wow I never realized how boring my life is lately. Nothing exciting. No drama which is good...because I am avoiding those things (yes people) that either already cause drama or have the possibility of causing it. I am just trying to lower my stress because lately Ive been really anxious and having those scarey ass dreams where I wake up in a sweat and afraid to go back to sleep. Yea...I need to slow my life back down.
Have I quit cigs? No of course not. I thought I could for softball, and I did for about a week and a half and then boom...right back to where I started. Oh well....umph, its not like I actually play on the softball team. I just sit on the bench. Not much over-use of the lungs when I sit on a wooden bench, MAYBE a few splinters in my ass and thats it.
Mmm I am eating Vanilla ice cream. I love it but I never seem to buy it because when you look at the ice cream freezers at the stores you always look straight for the ice creams with all the different things in them and the chocolate ones. Well when I looked the Vanilla Ice cream looked lonely and ignored. I felt bad. So vanilla it is...and its good too....Woo.
There's only 2 months and 2 weeks until I am 18. Then you will all get the shock of your life. Ill be a totally different person. Because I wont be under the control of my parents. I can do what ever I want, and fall in love with whomever I want. Itll be grand.
Im out. Peace....