people named zain are mean :(
Today = Sunday
I just got home from watching The Grudge. HOly shit that was like a FREAKY ASS movie! it kinda makes me scared of japanese people now.. no offense. The little boy looked like my cousin and it was so freaky. wow good times! anyways overall weekend has been pretty good.. friday night went to sixflags=total fun! I love the Chang!! there was no hot people there, thers never any just hicks and more hicks. except for this one worker dude who i totally kept staring at holy shit wow hot! i love allison megan and hannah, it was a fun group, got home at 11 and was so tired, pretty much passed out on bed. Had ACTs saturday morning which sucked alot. i hope i get a 30 or somewher close to it. so then i went to go get my eyebrows done, wow the lady definately didnt give me 2 dollars back, that ho! i love my eyebrows though so hey! then i came home and slept for like 3 hours which was good. woke up and went to a brown party. OMG im soooooo pissed off.. like zain won't even say hi to me! i think thats so not cool! like shiraaz said hey and we talked, but zain did not even look up, it really irked me. okay fine if u like dont feel the same way or wahtever or whatever it was taht he felt in the summer, but that doesnt mean he has to totally ignore me now! like what i did i do wrong? am i just TOO UGLY FOR HIM? i was so upset. BOYS SUCK! speaking of boys, mike called me yesterday! hes soooooo sweet, ahh i wish i got to see him more often. im so bad though, i was like hey ill call you back in an hour im on the ferris wheel right now and i never did. i called him today and i think he was at a club or something, and he was like have a goodnight baby! i don't know whats going on w/me and him right now. its really confusing. cuz we've not really had that much of a physical connection, but we've managed to keep in touch and we talk alot. but i dont know like anything about him, like he could be leading another life and i would never find out about it. so i don't think anythings gonna happen with that. i do like him though, too bad hes kinda on the OLDER side. i think im going to have a talk with him about whats going on between us. Like he calls me alot, and is always liek HEY BABY or hey cutie, and i dont know!!! FRustrated!! I want A MAN IN MY LIFE! so anyways i met thsi brown chick today her names lubna, shes like SO pretty im jealous. anyways shes 17 and goes to UofL. i was excited though cuz i have like a brown clique now at these brown parties, and i dont have to sit w/the brown guys (relief cuz zain makes me sad) :( .. i actually think i really liked him, O WELL! omg i cant wait to go to college, even though it'll probably b UofL since my dad is gay up teh ass, but thers absoultely no way im living at home. if they make me then im just not gonna go to school
I had the BEST hair day today. i wanna get it highlited ASAP! i wanna get a good color though, so im still looking
tomorrows gonna suck, i have like SO many projects due, i hate school! life is so stressful, i wish i was pretty, i think it would knock off some of the stress factor
u kno puberty really sucks. i wish i didnt have any hormones!! haha
im dfeinately really horny these days, its kinda sad! lol
Okay SIGNING OFFFFFFi think its time to sleep