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About three months (hopefully) before I return to civilization at this point...and it can't come too soon for me. All my friends there seem to be drifting apart from each other and me lately, and I'm worried that I'll lose them completely if I continue to stay up here. Plus I've made a total of one friend in Powell River after nearly 8 months living here. Of course, I believe that the quality of the friendships I do have more than makes up for the lack of quanity. But still, it's kinda depressing how shy I still am about making new friends. >_<
It's easy and comforting to pretend that everything will go more or less back to being normal after I return, but really it's hard to say. Everyone seems to be pretty secure in their current life, and a lot of my old friends don't really get along with each other anymore anyway...so I don't know how things are going to work out once I'm back anyway.
So. I don't usually do too much angsting in public, and I bet I'll be really embarrassed about posting this in the morning, but it helps a little to get it out there. A little whining via MSN worked nicely too. :)
It's easy and comforting to pretend that everything will go more or less back to being normal after I return, but really it's hard to say. Everyone seems to be pretty secure in their current life, and a lot of my old friends don't really get along with each other anymore anyway...so I don't know how things are going to work out once I'm back anyway.
So. I don't usually do too much angsting in public, and I bet I'll be really embarrassed about posting this in the morning, but it helps a little to get it out there. A little whining via MSN worked nicely too. :)