Aug 07, 2013 00:02
I just wish the sound of them upstairs every evening didn't make me so crabby. I don't resent other people's happiness, I don't I don't.
Got a callback on a job. It would be seasonal, but full time at $12/hour. I'm plotting in my head, how I would balance that around my current job where the hours are pretty malleable. Would 12-14 hours a day be an intense but exciting challenge that would leave me significantly richer at the end? Or just drive me insane? I would still have weekends at least.... Part of me feels like being really busy and having a reason to be away from the house for that long each day might actually be nice, but I haven't actually lived it yet.
Alot would depend, of course, on how stressful the work is.
why am i so horrible