your love

[kokei]

I don't want to be here
within this skin
darkned with false emotions,
tainted with sin
there are no shepards to watch the flock
no savior from the sky
childhood stories, simple little lies

i do not want to be here,
struggling within this pain
accusations and punshiments
hidden in false blame

i do not want to be here.
walking hand and hand
sweet whispers and cany kisses
long sharp knife, heart the blade misses

i do not want your world
broken hearts and pain
crying nights and loneliness
sadness and the fear
i do not want your love
but the truth is i do