Kingdom Hearts Kink Meme
KINGDOM HEARTS KINK MEME
Indexed at kh-kinkmeme
and on delicious here
Rules:
1. Post a pairing plus a kink.
1a. One request per comment.
1b. The only kink not allowed on this meme is anything involving underage sex. What I mean by this is if, either in the request or fic, it is made clear (either by stating a number or giving a physical description) that ( Read more... )
Indexed at kh-kinkmeme
and on delicious here
Rules:
1. Post a pairing plus a kink.
1a. One request per comment.
1b. The only kink not allowed on this meme is anything involving underage sex. What I mean by this is if, either in the request or fic, it is made clear (either by stating a number or giving a physical description) that ( Read more... )
Roxas shrugs and sucks on a cherry.
“You should try it next time,” the blond says, “you might find that it’ll totally blow your mind.”
/_/\/\___/|/\/\__/^^\|^\_______/\___/\/^^\|^\_____/_/\/\___/|/\/\____/^^\/|_/\/\
Axel finds his eyes staring endlessly into the scabrous ceiling when he hears the gunfire. It rips through him like a blade, and he feels his heart stop when the sound of glass shattering and breaking reaches his mind. His vision blurs ruthlessly, and he can’t see well past his legs and the legs of the chair.
It’s a dry, terrible sound, especially coupled with the drip and splatter of what Axel prays is only rainwater.
/_/\/\___/|/\/\__/^^\|^\_______/\___/\/^^\|^\_____/_/\/\___/|/\/\____/^^\/|_/\/\
The interrogation is over, and Axel is released from the station in a hazy, dream-like state. He takes a bus down to the hospital and asks the receptionist for the room numbers of interest. He navigates himself to the third floor and down the hall to ward C13. The room is quiet, Axel suspecting the three patients sharing the same room to be sleeping. He walks to the bed furthest from the door, closest to the window, and settles down in the single fold chair next to the mattress.
Roxas is still asleep, an intravenous feeding him from the bag hanging idly from the chrome stand next to the monitors. The doctors had said, during his last visit, that all he requires is several stitches on the gashes on his legs and chest, a brace for a sprained wrist, and perhaps some psychological counseling at a clinic just east of the hospital when he regains his strength.
Axel, with the hand not slung in a cast, reaches over and holds the boy’s hand. He feels a couple tears run down his tattooed visage, and he whispers several unheard words of comfort as he caresses the youth’s hand with a thumb.
He remains there beside the unresponsive blond for two hours, and when the clock hits four, he gets up and kisses the boy on the forehead before he leaves, hoping to come back to a wakened lover the next time he returns.
Axel takes the elevator two floors up, and steps into a quiet corridor. He searches for an E35. Green eyes are attentive as they examine the room and hall names jutting out from the white washed walls. When he finds the room of interest, he steps in with a skip in his heart. It’s a two patient ward, but the other bed is empty. He pulls away the cotton drapes concealing the sedated patient.
He is hooked up to several monitors, drip-tubes and wires protruding from his arms. There is a couple of breathing tubes extending from his nose, and a bandage over the cut on his jaw.
Axel’s eyes look over the large wrap of bandages over the man’s chest, and he feels his lungs swell. The wrap extends high on his pectorals, concealing the dully drumming heart beneath his ribs.
He never meant to hurt him this way, to drag him into such a state of anger, a state of hurt and torture. Axel isn’t that type of guy. He’s a fun, cunning man who just found himself falling in love with another man at the wrong time.
His hand trembles when his fingers move to brush away the crimson bangs that had fallen into the man’s sleeping face. Axel can’t remember the last time he looked this peaceful asleep. He doesn’t remember the last time Reno came to his apartment with a calm, relaxing aura because he just wanted to say hi. And he doesn’t remember the last time he saw his beautiful, smiling face while he watched T.V. with him. The fact he can’t remember brings a hard sting to his heart, because he knows Reno isn’t a monster.
And he knows that after Reno’s wounds heal, he’ll be asked to be admitted into a psychiatric ward because Axel made him a monster.
Reply
/_/\/\___/|/\/\__/^^\|^\_______/\___/\/^^\|^\_____/_/\/\___/|/\/\____/^^\/|_/\/\
Roxas lets out another broken sob when he feels a hard pressure against his prostate. He’s close, he’s almost there, and he feels his stomach lurch with the anticipation that he is going to come.
With three more thrusts, Roxas feels his entire body uncurl with his climax, and he lets out a weak wail when his dick unloads onto Reno’s stomach.
The redhead fingers dig into the blond’s hips as he continues to fuck the boy to his own climax, his hips slapping wetly with sweat, come, and blood against the frail frame. At last, he lets out a huge groan, a long, pained ‘Axe-e-el’, and doesn’t notice Axel shudder off to the side.
He pushes the boy away from him, unlatching his hands from the thin hips, uncaring that his fingers had left bruises on the bone. Reno breathes heavily, eyes swiveling to catch Axel’s.
Axel utters a single phrase when he finally catches his breath, one that spurns Reno into another fit of anger.
“Why?”
Reno leaps from the bed, drawing his pants back up to his hips before walking menacingly over to the other redhead. He spins the man around in his chair and punches his jaw once-twice-three times until his lip splits and bleeds. His leg draws up and he kicks the man square in the chest, and the chair comes crashing backwards. Axel lets out a bloody cry when he feels the bone in one of his arms snap from the weight of his body and the force of the chair. But Reno doesn’t bother with apologies. He moves and straddles his ex-lover, one hand coming to stroke Axel’s erection back to full hardness and the other twisting itself into fiery hair.
“Why?” He hisses, fingers pulling and squeezing as he continues, “because I’m pissed, Axel. I’m fucking pissed. I’m pissed enough to fucking choke you conniving bastards to death.” He leans over and captures Axel’s mouth with his own, tasting the metal in his blood, all the while jerking him faster and harder. “I thought we had something incredible, Axel. You, and me-I thought we were going to last forever. I loved you so much, I gave you so much, I made so many promises to you and I kept them all. And all you ever did was take, and take, and make empty oaths.” He’s crying now, and it startles Axel that he has switched from being pissed to a depressed fool in the span of ten seconds. “You said you’d love me forever. You said we’d be happy, and you said we could work anything out so long as we just talked. And I fucking believed you. I trusted you, and look where it’s gotten us now.” The man gives a cold laugh, and thumbs the tip of Axel’s dick, taking no joy or arousal from the pleasured cry that slips from his partner’s mouth. “Lies, lies, lies, that’s all you are ever good for. You just open your mouth and string me along. I’m surprised we had it going on for more than two years, Axel, though I’m more ashamed at myself for not finding out that you were fucking a snot-nosed teenager for three months behind my back.”
Axel comes hard into Reno’s hand, and Reno can’t hold down the utter rush of terrible memories and haunting fibs that have plagued his sleep for the past few months.
“Tifa always tells me to let go of the fact that we were no longer together. But fuck her, fuck you, I ain’t goddamn ready to let go yet!” Reno shrieks a sob and he brings a hand to his reddened face, “I thought…you said…you’d…”
A cry splits his unclear train of thought, and his attention is drawn to the blue eyed cherub still trapped on the bed. Roxas gives shouts about how he’s a sick bastard, a lunatic, an obsessive, possessive psychopath.
Reply
“I ought to kill you!” Reno shouts, hand tearing into yellow hair. The blade cuts shallowly into the skin of his abused throat, and Roxas fixes Reno with a daring gaze. “You ought to die, you manipulative, intrusive son of a bitch!” Tears are dropping one by one from tattooed cheeks. Reno can feel his heart break all over again.
His tearful gaze swivels back to the tall male splayed out on the carpet just below. “I loved you, Axel.” His voice is shaky, and the hand holding onto the weapon is weak and trembling against the softness of the comforter. It’s as cool and soft as he last remembered it.
“I loved him, I loved him, why the fuck did you have to come and take what belongs with me?”
And Roxas utters a single word.
“Monster.”
/_/\/\___/|/\/\__/^^\|^\_______/\___/\/^^\|^\_____/_/\/\___/|/\/\____/^^\/|_/\/\
Demyx and Leon crash into the closed door just adjacent to the dusty television set in the living room. Both give commands telling everyone to freeze with their hands up. Demyx doesn’t know how to react, however, when the redhead with his hair tied back turns and faces him with a look of absolute hurt mixed with fresh anger.
He stammers as he threatens to shoot, his adrenaline taking over his body.
The man, sporting an army knife, heaves himself off the bed and stands rigid facing the two officers. He sputters several biting curses, his thin lips curling, teeth baring as he makes slow movements towards the two uniformed males.
Demyx hears Leon demand the culprit to put his weapon down, but his ears are aching from the violent thrum of his heart.
The man, whose face is red and wet from crying, looks over at Demyx and demands that he shoot him. He screams it now, over and over, voice raising and hand gripping tighter on the switch blade as he trembles over to Demyx.
The brunette policeman calls into his radio for backup, and Demyx circles around the man with red tattoos on his face, knuckles sharp and white from gripping onto the gun.
The suspect looks at him blankly, his face hard with anger, body stiff from betrayal, but the blond officer notices that his eyes aren’t angry or shining with psychotic intent. He just looks…sad.
“Just kill me, you motherfucker,” the man snarls. Leon takes the initiative and leaps forward, hoping to force him into submission through simple brute force. The redhead dodges the swipe just barely, but hard knuckles splits the flesh just below his lip. His back hits the cold surface of a large mirror hanging from the wall. He cries out and manages to land a hard punch to the brunet’s face when the policeman attempts to pin him to the surface. He’s fast, very fast, and his leg comes up to kick the officer back, the sole of his foot landing square in the chest. The monster’s attention returns to Demyx, and he spits at the sight of the trembling gun in his hand.
Adrenaline is circulating crazily now, and Demyx doesn’t have a clue what to do. All the training back at the academy, all the things he had learned about what to do and what not to do with his gun has already left his mind dry, replacing everything with fear and the instinct to defend with any means necessary..
The redhead’s back leaves the reflective surface, but before the furious man could take another step forward, a sharp crack rings out through the entire apartment and the single mirror behind him shatters and splinters from the force of a point blank bullet.
/_/\/\___/|/\/\__/^^\|^\_______/\___/\/^^\|^\_____/_/\/\___/|/\/\____/^^\/|_/\/\
Reno joins Axel on the couch with a bowl of raisins and orange slices. He sidles up close, his arm draping over the other redhead’s, and he begins popping the raisins into his mouth as his eyes fix on the channel Axel is watching.
Reply
He chews on the orange slice, and hums when Axel curls into his shoulder. He feels a subtle hand brush against his stomach, then suddenly under the hem of his shirt. The ponytailed man smirks and turns sideways to grin against his boyfriend, and Reno soon finds himself in a heated kiss with his lover of two years. They move slowly, carefully, Reno undressing Axel with precise movements, and Axel sighing deeply and teasing the waistband of Reno’s sweatpants.
Reno likes Sundays because usually there is never anything good to watch on afternoon television.
The older male hugs the man with green eyes tightly, almost squishing him against the cushions of the loveseat. He curls his arms around the naked torso and brings their racing hearts together.
He tells him he’s leaving tomorrow with Rude. Axel just nods into his shoulder, leaving butterfly kisses over the perfect skin. Reno tells him he’ll be gone for almost three weeks, and Axel mumbles a small protest, something about masturbating for those three weeks. Reno laughs and moves to kiss him against his neck. Axel sighs and arches his neck, submitting to the sensual touches.
“I’ll be back before you know it,” Reno reassures, his fingers twining with slender digits of his lover’s hand, “but maybe I’ll make you wait a bit longer. I’ve always heard that sex after a long trip away from a lover is fucking divine.” Axel smirks and calls him a horndog, rolling his naked hips against the body above him teasingly.
The older male tells him he loves him, and he’ll love him, forever and ever. Tells him he’ll never break his heart.
And Axel says the same thing.
The next morning, Reno is gone, leaving behind a single post-it note on the refrigerator with the words “I love you”.
/_/\/\___/|/\/\__/^^\|^\_______/\___/\/^^\|^\_____/_/\/\___/|/\/\____/^^\/|_/\/\
He wakes up, ears ringing, head pounding, chest aching, and he finds having tubes in his nose a very uncomfortable thing to have. He breathes, and wonders just what the hell transpired while he was asleep.
The patient struggles to sit up, the painful wound spreading from chest and intravenous tubes jabbing into his forearms not making any of his actions easy.
Reno blinks slowly, facial muscles sore from any small movement, and having the sun shine down on your bed through the window only worsens his headache. He looks around; the room seems to be empty except for him. He lies back on a set of pillows, and feels a large rock sink to the bottom of his stomach as he tries to piece together the splotches of memories from before. Things are blurry, unclear, and Reno gives a groan in defeat. He tosses his head to the side, wondering if there were any painkillers nearby to help the sting pulsing through all his nerves.
He loses track of what he is initially looking for, however, when his eyes fall upon a yellow sticky-note adhered to the surface of the bed side table.
And Reno feels his world shatter.
/_/\/\___/|/\/\__/^^\|^\_______/\___/\/^^\|^\_____/_/\/\___/|/\/\____/^^\/|_/\/\
I hope that wasn't too confusing LOL. I'll be happy to answer questions about it for whoever was brave enough to go through the whole thing XD
Reply
oh my god oh my god OH MY GOD
HOLY SHIT ANON, THAT... THAT WAS INCREDIBLE. THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING. YOU LIKE, FUCKING READ MY BRAIN AND KNEW E X A C T L Y WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR WITH THIS KINK. HOLY SHIT ANON. I AM FUCKING BLOWN AWAY BY THIS. YOU DID SUCH AN INCREDIBLE JOB, THE NARRATIVE, DIALOGUE, FLOW OF EVERYTHING, IT WAS JUST GENIUS, AND PERFECT. i loved how you jumped around, from before, during, and after the incident, it was not confusing at all. OH GOD YOU WROTE THEM ALL SO WELL, you played my emotions like an INSTRUMENT, this was everything and MORE than what i had hoped for, you went above and beyond, this was incredible. Even the little details that wern't needed, like Demyx, FUCKIN' DEMYX, THAT WHOLE CHARACTER INSIGHT/DEVELOPEMENT THING WAS GENIUS. like, idk if it was necessary to learn so much about Demyx and look into his emotions like that, BUT IT WAS FUCKING BRILLIANT, IT JUST... MADE THE SCENE/SITUATION THAT MUCH MORE INTENSE. ugh, poor Reno, poor Axel, poor Roxas... UGH THIS WAS SO GOOD. I AM DOWLOADING THIS TO MY COMPUTER AND SAVING IT FOREVER. i was so disappointed when the story ended, i just wanted it to keep going forever, you got me so attached to the characters, i wanted to know what happened to all of them, how well was Roxas when he got out of the hospital, what ended up with Reno, if he ever found happiness and love again, if Axel recovered from it all, ugh, everything, i was so hooked. you are amazing. what happened to Reno... it was just so tragic. why did Axel stop loving him? just cause he started loving Roxas instead? what happened to Reno that made him change from the fun happy guy eating oranges on the couch? JFAALKJDFSA YOU WROTE EVERYONE SO WELL, I CANNOT HELP BUT BE IN LOVE WITH EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER IN THIS. THEY ALL PULLED AT MY HEARTSTRINGS IN DIFFERENT WAYS. and then Roxas... AW I WANN KNOW IF HE'S GONNA BE OKAY!! D,,,: will axel be okay?? will RENO be okay?? poor guy, everything that happened to all of them was so tragic... UGH I WANT YOUR EMAIL SO I CAN CONTINUE TO FANGASM TO YOU IN PRIVATE, CAUSE I COULD JUST GO ON FOREVER ABOUT HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE THIS STORY, AND HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU FOR WRITING IT. UGH, IT'S FUCKING AMAZING. SRSLY. I AM BLOWN AWAY. MY MIND IN NUMB FROM READING THIS, YOU ARE SO INCREDIBLY TALENTED WITH WRITING, I SRSLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOUR OTHER WRITING IS SO I CAN READ IT AND GEEK OUT OVER THAT STUFF TO ALFJSKLS;DFJAKLS;FJDAL;SDFJKAL;FJDKFLAS;S
THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH ANON FOR WRITING THIS. THANK YOU. THANK YOU THANK YOU!!
Reply
Reply
I WAS REALLY WORRIED HOW THE WHOLE TIME-JUMP WOULD WORK. IT WAS IN MY HEAD BEFORE I EVEN STARTED WRITING, BUT I'M REALLY GLAD IT DIDN'T CONFUSE YOU 8DDDDDD Awwww yaaaaay! I'm even more flattered now that I know someone fuckin' loves this enough to save on their computerrrr *BLUSH BLUSH BLUSH* LOLOLOL TO BE QUITE HONEST, I REALLLY DIDN'T KNOW HOW OR WHEN TO PUT A STOP TO IT. SERIOUSLY, I THINK MY ENDING IS VERY PREMATURE, BUT I REALLY DIDN'T HAVE ANYWHERE ELSE TO GO WITH IT. SO I JUST DECIDED TO MAKE EVERYONE MISERABLE AT THE VERY END, JUST FOR KICKS LOOOOL.
I thought that in a time of two-and a half weeks, maybe Axel was entirely entranced by Roxas because he was just--simply someone new. Who knew how to wield a good fake ID and a couple of cherries LOL <3
WHO KNOWS IF THEY'LL *EVER* BE OKAY AGAIN. POSSIBLY NOT BECAUSE I HAVE A NOTORIOUS TENDENCY TO MAKE THEM ALL FEEL LIKE CRAP AT THE END OF FICS HAHAHHAAAAA.
YOU KNOW, SOMETHING TELLS ME WE KNOW EACH OTHER. OR I'M JUST HIGHLY MISTAKEN, BUT I HAVE THIS FUNNY FEELING AT THE PIT OF MY STOMACH THAT WE KNOW EACH OTHER >_>;;;
BUT! ANYWAY: THANK YOU FOR READING IT! I'M GLAD AND RELIEVED THAT YOU LOVED IT SO MUCH *TOMATO RED FACE FFFF* \O/
Reply
I am definitely not one for fics that end sadly, but the ending to this was just so fitting, and perfect. with a prompt like that, i knew it couldn't have a happy ending, but i like to think that... after some time, Roxas recovered, Reno found happiness, and love, and forgiveness, and Axel recovered... and stayed with Roxas and it was all good and happy... in the way way end ;A;
a-and Demyx got better at police man...ing. lol poor thing
LOOOOOOL NO, THE ENDING DOESNT FEEL PREMATURE AT ALL, AND ALL THE JUMPING AND EVERYTHING MADE PERFECT SENSE, ugh, THE END WITH RENO CRYING, AND AXEL... AND THE STICKY NOTE, RIGHT AFTER THE HAPPY SCENE WITH THE ORANGES AND COUCH... UGH IT WAS SO SAD, I ALMOST CRIED, POOR RENO, THAT FUCKING SUCKS, UGH, I WANT HIM TO FIND HAPPINESS SO BAAAAD ;A; ;A; ;A;
now im just really craving some smutty luvin Rexel, OR EVEN BETTER, SOME GLORIOUS, HAPPY, CONSENSUAL ARR. MMMMM. NEED. TO. MAKE. RENO. HAPPY. AGAIN T__________T
LMAO I HAVE THAT STRANGE FEELING TOO, THAT I TOTALLY KNOW YOU, I'M AN ARTIST... NOT A WRITER, AND IVE BEEN AROUND IN THE FANDOM FOR A LONG WHILE ....WE PROBABLY KNOW EACH OTHER, LMFAOOO OTL;; XD
i do have the feeling you're NOT american tho, you spell your words differently, HURHUR IM SO PERCEPTIVE AND CLEVER so im basically left with... the possibility of you being canadian/new zealand/australian/british, WOO! 8D
no, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING THIS, YOU ARE AMAZING <3 <3 <3 <3
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
it could be the same love note reno had given Axel, and simply seeing it is the adhesive that put together the "splotches" of memories back together, or it could be an entirely different message all together. Whether or not reno recuperates from it is what the ambiguity is supposed to represent XD;;;
Reply
First, this fill stood out because it's so long (which is always a good thing, I was also hoping it would go on and was looking dreadfully towards the end XD It's like with the good books that are so thrilling that you feel anxious when the remaining pages get fewer and fewer). Since it has Axel in it (and Reno and Roxas! =D ) I decided to give it a try... I was definitely not disappointed.
I mean, just reading fills to a kinkmeme with characters you like is already great (and the kink sounded interesting, too). But a real plot where the circumstances and everything is built up *___* I love those stories. And I have to say... it was amazing how your story influenced my emotions. XD At first I felt bad for Axel and Roxas of course and Reno just seemed like a messed up psychopath. In the end I couldn't hate him, I felt so sorry for him (and he has always been one of my absolute favorite characters ever since I played FF7 the first time about 9 years ago XD)... and I of course felt bad for Axel too, even though he WAS an ass for cheating on Reno for 3 months. I know Roxas was clearly a victim etc., but I... I even felt a little mad at him during the flashback when he was all pseudo-innocent like coming on to Axel. xD It must've been because I felt strongly with Reno, he seemed so... great and not like he had done anything or made a mistake to deserve that Axel left him. It must be horrible to come back and discover it slowly... of course, that doesn't justify what he did, but I could understand him and... I just hope it ends well for him, but I can't see how unless Axel can split into two D:
I was wondering what the note said, too. =/ At first, I immediately had the idea of Axel returning the "I love you" note which would have been so sweet and sad at the same time (because well... it does say 'I love you', but it was the one Reno had given him, it would be like giving your ex-lover back the stuff he left at your house). I could probably go on even longer (especially after I read it again while I'm fully awake)... xD
There isn't a rule against de-anoning right? I don't want to convince you to do it, but maybe... you could give me an e-mail adress or username in your comment or a hint or something? X'D I'm really interested now if you've written anything else and I'm sure that I don't know you yet. Only if you want to, of course =O
Reply
8D I felt for Reno too~. I felt so bad for making him seem like the ultimate "bad guy" T___T the poor man, all he wants is a hug, dammit! Go in and hug him! Go make him a batch of cookies and serve it with whisky and make him feel better!!
Hahaaaaa the cruelty of not knowing if the three of them will make it through the whole ordeal sucks. I'M SO TERRIBLE!
You may or may not have stalked the previous comment, but I semi explained about the note..."semi" because I didn't think about it a whole lot and because I needed some sort of dramatic juxtaposition to end the whole thing LOL.
Hahaaaaaaaaaaa I'm debating about de-anoning. I'll give you hints instead. I've de-anoned to one other fic, but not here on the kink index or livejournal. I've written a total of 6 fics on this here meme, all of which feature some combination of Reno, Axel, and Roxas ;) and with possible varying degrees of quality and caliber in plot and grammar LOL OTL.
That's all I'll say till i gather up the urge to de-anon once more LOL
Reply
Reply
Will you marry me?
Reply
Leave a comment