Do you know what I love the most?
Okay camp was off the chain...even had the time to meet a guy. Toby. Emerald thinks that is the cutest name ever. Haha...well...played v-ball and realized I suck right now...kind of. Anyways, this Toby fellow asked me out and I had to break the Bjorn news to him. I think I'm going to call Bjorn later and see if we can't "hang out" later on-before he goes to Minnesota. I have this Saves the Day obsession right now. I just asked my mom if I could go to the lake and she was like angry that I didn't want to spend time with her. She's the one at the movies right now, geez. I haven't seen my dad in a week either. I hate it when she does this. My dad is so much cooler about stuff. That or he never tells me what he's thinking. Kyle W. always harrases me about whether or not I broke up with Bjorno yet. It's really annoying. He's like if you don't like him you should at least do it over the phone and I always say...No I'm not like you and it's not the part about me not likeing him it's the part about our "relationship" going to hell and the lack of chemistry. It's driving me insane. Last night I was talking to my mom about how everything was and then I started being the church and telling her that all her problems would eventually turn smooth if she just put faith in God and had more than a circumstancial faith. She asked me why she deserved to lose her dad, brothers, sister and practically her mother and have a failed marriage on top of that. I was at a loss for words...but I was talking about how God was the best thing that ever happened to me and she told me soemtimes she doesn't even know if she believes in him...but it's not like she's an atheist or anything...that was the scariest thing I've ever heard in my life and i started crying. I'm going to have Mike call her or something because I don't know what to say to her. This all sucks. Well...I'm going to go for now because I'm still not sure of the lake. Arrivederci