Aug 27, 2004 04:22
Life is not treating me well, again. I guess thats expected when it comes to me....
Anyways....
Tuesday: I was scheduled 11-4 for work. Well, at around 2:45, Robert (a
manager) came up to me and said we have too much staff and that I
needed to go home. I was thinking to myself "Ummmm....I only have an
hour and 15 mins left...."
Whatever, so I went home....
The good news about this day tho: I called Megan and asked her if she
wanted to hang out with me. So we hung out with Bryan and went to
downtown Sacramento and I got my tongue pierced at Bonehead Tattoos.
That was hella tight. I was happy about that. Thank you Megan.
It didnt hurt when it was getting pierced, but the swelling hurts. Its
going to be swollen for a little while I guess. Its hard to eat
with this thing in my mouth all swollen up. But I guess thats a good
thing for me....
Wednesday: I was scheduled 4-9 at work. So I go in at 4 and an hour and
15 mins later, Andrea (a manager) comes up to me and says we have too
much staff and that I needed to go home. I was like really disappointed
and sad. I had to pinch myself to hold back a cry.
So I clocked out and went downstairs and walked around the Galleria
outside trying to figure out who to call and what to do. I didnt want
to go home, but I really had nothing else to do.
I called my mom and she said Mc Donalds called saying to come back. I
was pretty irratated because they had just told me go home, but I went
back upstairs anyways.
I get upstairs and Andrea said that the Mc Donalds across the street is
short-staff and needs someone to work there. Guess who that someone
was! Yeah, me....
So, being the people-pleaser that I am, I said yes, even tho I wasnt
thrilled about the idea at all. I dont like change. And Im nervous
around people that I dont know. I like working at the Mc Donalds that I
work in because Im use to the people, and like the people there (even
tho Im questioning that) and Im use to THAT Mc Donalds.
Okay, so the other one wasnt that bad. I felt lonely at 1st because I
didnt know anyone there. After a while this one girl that works there
was talking with me a lot and this guy too. He wanted me to teach him
some swear words in Japanese. lols.....
I worked til 10.
Thursday and now: pretty much just lonely....
Ive been feeling very lonely lately. I feel lonely when Im not with my
friends. I feel lonely when Im not at work. And I also feel lonely
emotionally.
Sorry, I had to vent about a few things. But then again, this is my live journal, so I can....