Dec 15, 2004 16:10
Well Today, I got up around 7am, after sleeping the last eleven hours. I kinda walked my way to the computer and started to do what I normally do.. Which is play lots and lots of warcraft so I can get cooler stuff. The highlight of the day so far is getting to Level 30. Around noon, I think it was I signed off and went to my room with a headache. I passed out for a few hours and just got up. I have plans on taking the fourth Harry Potter book to a Barnes & Noble and reading it, or going up to Desert Ridge with my drawing book and trying to knock out something new. Lately I haven't really felt like being artistic... no I take that back, lately I haven't really felt like much. I feel really unattractive today so I'm sure going out and getting some fresh air will help me clear my head. Everyone around is still busy with their own stuff, so who knows if I'll actually get to go clubbing tonight. I was thinking about going out to see Blade 3. As much as I hate going to see movies alone, I would like to catch that one in theaters.
I've been talking to Dan a lot lately, and he seems to be in a worse down than I am.. At least I can still leave the house. I hope something good happens for him soon. I really wish there was more I could do for him.
I had a couple odd dreams the last two times I've slept. The first one was last night, I can't really remember what all was going on, but the last thing I remember was; I was trying to get back with Lisa, and she was just flat out rejecting me. I remember it hurt really badly, because we have been together and now she was acting just as, if not worse than most of the girls I've asked out now. < - - > I woke up with a pain in my chest like the ones I used to get when we were going out... I don't know what it's supposed to mean. The second one related to warcraft and to summarize, a troll should never let another troll get into a gnome submarine... The troll will almost always die. I think I need to get out more when I start dreaming from the perspective of my online character. < - - >
I did get a message from a girl yesterday, online who said that she had seen my profile on the personals and was interested in me. I was rather surprised at this, considering I was under the idea that my profile didn't actually exist.. Anyways, she's definitely cute, but she's 27 and I'm still not sure what to think about that. Although I've been caught flirting with girls five years younger than I many a time. I just don't know if a 27 year old girl is going to understand my young goofie side, and my obsession with games and anime. Maybe I just need to grow up and pick one side to be.. Being both seems too hard to deal with when it comes to relationships. I personally love having my young side that's goofie and stupid, and my mature side which is respectable, and caring. Hmmm I think it's Blade 3, Starbucks, and my drawing book up at the Desert Ridge! Ladies and Gentlemen, that's the game of Clue! < ^ ^ >