Dec 03, 2005 23:16
Aloha,
I think that I am feeling kind of down today. I don't usually like to write that sort of thing on this here journal, but I didn't know where else to put it. This is the third weekend I've actually spent at school and I get very antsy when I stay here. A big peice of me wants to be around my band having adventures, fight evil, and meeting new people. There's another part that is down about the lack of sunlight. This year I've been trying to decide if I want a lady type because I'm not doing what I need to be doing and I just want to fall back on that as a sort of security thing or what. In years past, I would just get wrecked over a girl during the holidays. I want to change this year. I'd like to figure out how to do school and music and live a balanced, principled life. I want to be a good person so that if I meet the right person that I'll be in a place where I can be the best-right-person back. You know? Anyway, I am lonely, but I'm getting work done.
Love,
Andrew
ps. It's hard to play music here. It's hard to finish songs here because I never get to play these songs for people at a show or open mic. Sometimes people come and listen to me and that is fun. Every part of me is looking foward to tour.