These are a few of the things....

[kojiomen]

Stupid stupid stupid....it's how i feel at this moment in time......the class has already started and I am late...might as well not go.....I am not in the best of moods today....maybe cause the whole thing of the sky. The sky is something that cannot be changed easily. The greatest thing about the human sprit is that it goes on...and on and on and on and on and on.....there are many things in life worth fighting for...some of which are the freedom of millons of people, others are freindsships....but like the sky, they change ever so slowly.

There are many mistakes i've made...none of which I take great pride in, i have no idea what prompts me to write this other than the fact that I am extremly a jerk.

Screw romantics, sweetness kindness and all that crap...it gets me no where and the people I try be that kind of person with see through the mask of self hatred i have for this sheepish nature. I am tired of being walked on and lying. The Truth is ...I don't know what i want...confused, yes,...I am a normal guy, I have only two things on my mind like the rest of them...i ain't special and I ain't the only guy in this world to pretend to be.....why did i ever think that being nice to people worked...it never did....I can only be truth ful.....

AM I MAD, yes....at myself mostly....at myself for being a jerk......everything is my fault......