gah im a horrible person...
thanksgiving is supposed to be about spending time with your family right? well i would rather spend it with zs than my own... i mean his family jokes around, has fun, and z & i can just be us....while my family there is a little bit of joking but there is always some sort of fighting, and they harass me about not being in college and what am i doing with my life and i know last time we talked about it i cried...and not to mention any kind of affection z and i show is shunned by their catholic beliefs...i mean i love my family but why cant they just let me live my life?? i mean my grandma(aka babcia) has told me at least a dozen times that if i am not happy with "my current living situation" that they would come pick me up. as in they hate me living with z.
i know what i want to do in life its just money holding me back...but z and i ARE moving to michigan and i AM attending NMU. no matter what they think or say that is WHAT IS HAPPENING.
and they just can not compute in there minds that i dont want to be on a leash like the rest of my family is. i mean politically my mom, uncle, and aunt do anything they say. those three have the worst luck in cars and anything financially so my grandfather lends to them and he also does their taxes so he definitely has a few leashes on them...and i just dont want to depend on them...not to mention i am democrat and they are REPUBLICAN in a bad way...i mean im not a heavy heavy DEMOCRAT but i am democrat if you get what im saying....i love my family i laugh with them and cry with them and i would give all the money in the world to them its just they dont see me as an adult. i wish my family could just enjoy the holidays with out bring all the drama of politics and my future in to it. i wish we could just have fun like zs family.
i know what i want to do in life its just money holding me back...but z and i ARE moving to michigan and i AM attending NMU. no matter what they think or say that is WHAT IS HAPPENING.
and they just can not compute in there minds that i dont want to be on a leash like the rest of my family is. i mean politically my mom, uncle, and aunt do anything they say. those three have the worst luck in cars and anything financially so my grandfather lends to them and he also does their taxes so he definitely has a few leashes on them...and i just dont want to depend on them...not to mention i am democrat and they are REPUBLICAN in a bad way...i mean im not a heavy heavy DEMOCRAT but i am democrat if you get what im saying....i love my family i laugh with them and cry with them and i would give all the money in the world to them its just they dont see me as an adult. i wish my family could just enjoy the holidays with out bring all the drama of politics and my future in to it. i wish we could just have fun like zs family.