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it's been a week since we've moved, but i don't quite feel settled yet.
right before i fell asleep last night, it occured to me that i'll never have to say, "i'm afraid that's not listed" ever again. funny thought. and quite comforting i might add.
i freaked out last week that i hadn't yet found a job, but last week and this week are technically our vacation so i know i shouldn't feel so horrible.
i have found a job for the moment. server at the alameda grill, 1 of the yummy restaurants on bardstown rd. i'm a bit too old for the serving-while-i'm-transitioning role, but it'll have to do for now.
i went to my 1st class at core on fri and left feeling totally dejected as always. the other chicks (and much of the pilates-teaching community) are, or were dancers, but i'm back to being the fattest girl there. and also the least experienced. but i know i'm a good teacher, and some day i'll be a good pilates teacher.
i just wish i'd have the control over my body that they have over theirs. ever since i was little i've admired dancers. i love the control they have over their bodies. i know many dancers run their bodies into the ground, but they make it look effortless.
okay, enough of the gayness. i'm getting antsy with all the rain. jamie shall be home in a couple hours and then we can go to the gym.
right before i fell asleep last night, it occured to me that i'll never have to say, "i'm afraid that's not listed" ever again. funny thought. and quite comforting i might add.
i freaked out last week that i hadn't yet found a job, but last week and this week are technically our vacation so i know i shouldn't feel so horrible.
i have found a job for the moment. server at the alameda grill, 1 of the yummy restaurants on bardstown rd. i'm a bit too old for the serving-while-i'm-transitioning role, but it'll have to do for now.
i went to my 1st class at core on fri and left feeling totally dejected as always. the other chicks (and much of the pilates-teaching community) are, or were dancers, but i'm back to being the fattest girl there. and also the least experienced. but i know i'm a good teacher, and some day i'll be a good pilates teacher.
i just wish i'd have the control over my body that they have over theirs. ever since i was little i've admired dancers. i love the control they have over their bodies. i know many dancers run their bodies into the ground, but they make it look effortless.
okay, enough of the gayness. i'm getting antsy with all the rain. jamie shall be home in a couple hours and then we can go to the gym.