Mar 26, 2010 13:35
I bought an iphone yesterday. I'm kinda scared I will break it. need to buy a case tomorrow, mall is closed because of good friday.
I feel a bit guilty even tough I am on a plan. Before I got my income tax back we were borrowing money and accepting some food from my family and some from Andrews because student loan didn't really give enough to live. I got that back with my income tax.
It was kind of spontaneous, but I had really wanted to upgrade my phone for a long time. The contract was 3 years, and I've had it almost 4 (in May). I'm only paying 11 dollars more on my bill, and Andrew didnt want to upgrade so its not as much as it would have been. I did pay 100 in store, and 50 on my bill for a three year contract. I figured, I want to upgrade, may was well get something that I will enjoy having for three years.
Also, we dont have cable...internet is our tv. So, i figure it would cost more to get cable, so 11 or so dollars extra a month shouldnt be too bad. I'm also applying for jobs, I really hope the place that is closest to me calls. If not I will pass out resume's elsewhere. I still have a month left of school.
My tuition for next year is almost 16000, so I am stressing that student loan wont pay for it all. If they pay for it, but dont give me extra thats fine I can just work part time, weekends and after school. I just really want to attend, I really want to learn the programs and do something with it!
I'm getting used to my iphone, only having it not even a full day yet. So, I'm feeling a little more confident that I will get used to using the macbook, and things like photoshop and illustrator! But I still worry I wont have enough money. It's scary! I really want to attend. I dont think people my age can get scholarships :( I have done so well in Visual arts that I probably could get one. I only had one mark, at the beginning of the year under 90%, and it was not by much at 87%
So yeah. I mean. Gah!
And wtf happened to spring. It's FREEZING!
--Amy
owing,
loans,
guilty,
iphone,
school,
money,
stress