Well well well, oh well....
Was supposed to go out for breakfast with my mother and grandmother like I do every saturday morning. Unfortunately I went to bed really late because I gave myself a minor panic attack because I thought I was having pain in my chest and convinced myself that my left arm was going numb.
*hangs head* I'm serious. I feel soooo stupid. But, if I haven't mentioned it already I have mild hypothyroidism, and it makes me anxious for no reason, and I recently (recently as of last month, or novemver?? something like that) started to get mild panic attacks. I seem to have one symptom of hyperthyroidism for some strange reason, and thats a faster than normal heart beat. Not only that, but a cardiologist told me I have artial fibulation, which obviously they are not worried about since no one stuck me on any meds for that. Which is good, because if they are not worried, then I shouldnt be worried...Right???
But I still get a little freaked out.
I just realised that what I written so far probably makes everyone think I am some sort of hypochodirac. haha, looking back I think maybe I am to an extent. I dont know why that amuses me, lol. This is faily recent, so I think it has more to do with the anxiety I get sometimes, so as I am now I'm not going to worry about it.
Funny, how I can saY I wont worry about it, and then at some other point I get worried. OH! Just to clarify I dont have severe attacks. Like, I function, and I find that as long as I think positive I cam come out of it.
heh, another reason to always be positive. :D
Now that I made myself look like a crack job, I'll go on.
So yeah, went to bed late, and told myself when I get up to take my pill (synthroid for my thryroid) I would get my cell phone out of my purse and then when my mom calls I'll be ready when the come over.
WRONG
I slept until ten, and I was on a routine to take my pills at 7am (I cant eat an hour after taking it, so I take it at 7so I can have breakfast by 8, then go to school for 9) I missed three calls from my mother.
:(
so no breakfast for me.
Did wander out around 1:30 with Andrew to go to sobeys. I was trying out this potato bread from the tester lady and this old man was behind me going "EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME" So when he finally went around me I asked him if he was in some sort of a hurry.
I have moments where I speak out. haha
So thinking about deleting the post about me being freaked out, lmao.
Trying to keep up with my other blogs, I have one for Japanese related posts, and another for whatever I find interesting wherever its from. :P I may posts the links soon, but right now I'm trying to build up some content (because I neglected them for too long)
Well, AIBA-BYE-BYE
Amy
Its really STORMING OUTSIDE!BLIZZARD!
*hangs head* I'm serious. I feel soooo stupid. But, if I haven't mentioned it already I have mild hypothyroidism, and it makes me anxious for no reason, and I recently (recently as of last month, or novemver?? something like that) started to get mild panic attacks. I seem to have one symptom of hyperthyroidism for some strange reason, and thats a faster than normal heart beat. Not only that, but a cardiologist told me I have artial fibulation, which obviously they are not worried about since no one stuck me on any meds for that. Which is good, because if they are not worried, then I shouldnt be worried...Right???
But I still get a little freaked out.
I just realised that what I written so far probably makes everyone think I am some sort of hypochodirac. haha, looking back I think maybe I am to an extent. I dont know why that amuses me, lol. This is faily recent, so I think it has more to do with the anxiety I get sometimes, so as I am now I'm not going to worry about it.
Funny, how I can saY I wont worry about it, and then at some other point I get worried. OH! Just to clarify I dont have severe attacks. Like, I function, and I find that as long as I think positive I cam come out of it.
heh, another reason to always be positive. :D
Now that I made myself look like a crack job, I'll go on.
So yeah, went to bed late, and told myself when I get up to take my pill (synthroid for my thryroid) I would get my cell phone out of my purse and then when my mom calls I'll be ready when the come over.
WRONG
I slept until ten, and I was on a routine to take my pills at 7am (I cant eat an hour after taking it, so I take it at 7so I can have breakfast by 8, then go to school for 9) I missed three calls from my mother.
:(
so no breakfast for me.
Did wander out around 1:30 with Andrew to go to sobeys. I was trying out this potato bread from the tester lady and this old man was behind me going "EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME" So when he finally went around me I asked him if he was in some sort of a hurry.
I have moments where I speak out. haha
So thinking about deleting the post about me being freaked out, lmao.
Trying to keep up with my other blogs, I have one for Japanese related posts, and another for whatever I find interesting wherever its from. :P I may posts the links soon, but right now I'm trying to build up some content (because I neglected them for too long)
Well, AIBA-BYE-BYE
Amy
Its really STORMING OUTSIDE!BLIZZARD!