Aug 27, 2009 11:21
I finally got my acceptance letter in the mail today. It has my supply list. Most of the art supplies I've never heard of. Oi. What am I getting myself into?
I quit my job on monday, but I gave them 2-weeks notice. Plus I will need the money. I filled out an exit interview form, and will be talking with HR sometime today. Blah. Exit interviews are just as nerve wracking as the job interview itself.
Everything is slowly starting to sink in. I'm excited some days, and scared shitless other days. I've been out of the school thing for almost 10 years., Thankfully the college I am attending boasts that it's small classes, interactive, and almost like a small art community. Which is what I was looking for. And the great thing is, its two blocks away. I can totally make it there during a blizzard! although, unlike work, school will actually close if its storming out. Yatta! plus holidays, christmas break and march break! Wow!
I want to thank everyone for their support. Especially since I whine a lot about financial aid. but fromwhat I can tell, everyone else whines about it too! So even though this is my first time dealing with it, I'm not the first nor last. That helps.
I guess I am still worried that it wont be submitted on the start date, september 8th. I'm still unsure what is meant by 30-day money back policy. (which I did email the director to clarify for me, and how I felt about the student loan stuff)
Everyone tells me I will be fine, nto to worry. But I still do. I need to have a solid plan B to feel beter. but I haven't been worrying myself silly over it either. I realise that I will have to deal with it if the time comes, and I shouldn't stress over it when I can't do anything about it now.
Still, I dont want to be stuck in a bad situation, either haveing to drop classes, or to struggle to get a bank loan, or what...
I cant think of any solid reason why I would be denied. But its still in the back of my mind. I guess this is the type of thing that no one can really give me a solid answer on, but not to worry and just let the universe do what it has to do. It wont be the end of the world if I need to find other financing, it wont be the end of the world if I have to drop out. But it will be super stressful and dissappointing.
But! what will be will be. I have to trust int hat. THINK GOOD THOUGHTS!
In other news. Its COLD outside! its 16 outside, the high for today is 19, wtf
next week monday will be 23 and thats the warmest all week. We went from 35c last week to 21/22 WHAAAT!?!?! I want a little more summer before Autumn comes!! no fair.
Anyway. Anyone know the odds of being denied a loan? wait. I think I asked thatbefore.
OK. NO MORE WORRYING!
I only wotk until 8:45 tonight YAY! :D I have this thing were I like to watch cbc news and then THE HOUR :D I love George S. (I can't spell his last name)
well. Hoping to get an email back from the school director today (so I will read this evening after work)
Everyone have a good day!!
--Amy
I FORGOT MY LJ ACCOUNT EXPIRED!!! WAH reminds me to renew it soon!!
good thoughts,
work,
fuck yeah,
whineage,
quitting work,
school woes