ANDREW IS 30

Jun 23, 2009 22:57

my boyfriend Andrew, is 30 today! Old huh?!!?!? he was born today in 1979. ^_^

I am 3 years younger than him, I'm 26 (27 in August)

WOW! SO OLD. BOTH OF US!!! I realised that I never really thought ahead and while I always knew I would turn 30 at some point (well, I'm hoping I will make it that far, lol) I never really....thought too hard about it. I'm enjoying my 20s but I only have a couple of years left. ack.

Andrew says he doesn't mind being 30. But I feel a bit anxious at turning 27 this year. People laugh at me and think I am retarded, but I do feel a bit of sadness that I am getting older, and haven't done too much with my life. Then, I realise that a lot of people only really start doing things in their 30's...heck, even little old grannies go back to school in their 80s or 90s. So I have to start being more positive. ^_^

But I can't help but feel down sometimes when I see people younger than me doing everything that I always wanted to. But I'm not blaming them. Really, I have myself to blame. But, I will have to keep looking to the future. The past is over, but the future is still fresh, with no mistakes!

So, happy birthday Andrew. ^__^

30 years old, andrew, birthday

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