Fuuuhhhhhh..............................................................
Fed up with him liao. Maybe i should forget about him. He does not feel the same thing for me and i think he doesnt have any intentions of being back to being friends with me. He hangs out with his friends more than ever and busy with his phone. Well he is back to his normal self i guess. Before he met me. Its the stubborn goat i dont know. I think, im only in love with the memory of me and him. Not the actual him now. Geh, looks like i better move on. I wanna ask my teacher but couldnt find the time!!! I want to ask him a lot of things! Damn it! Geh......
he said i wont regret it so i should just try. \
How can i try when i know he is annoyed with me, and that CHIBI-KUN knows everything, and he is stuck with his phone and kareshi. It 'll be a waste of me trying. I want it to be normal now. Cant i have a normal friendship with him? I know, its hard and maybe cant. Darn, is it my fault? or his fault? he broke it up first just because he is scared that it might be more than a friendship. Really. He is just weird. Is his ego that bad? U-KNOW-WHO, YOU BETTER BE STUDYING AND QUIT SKIPPING CLASS! YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT AND YOU AND I KNOW THAT! IDIOT!
I cant find any decent boy than him now. I;m all out i guess. Megumi-chan, is it better for me to move on? How to move on? I mean, we've never spoken to each other since December except when i confessed to him. Even that time i barely talk to him, i was so tonguetied. And he just, T.T i just wanna cry tht time. He, what s up with him? Megumi-chan, he is really a jerk. Is he always like this? No wonder his relationships are always hanging. Now i know why. Yee ling, he is such a scaredy cat! Why does he need to run from his problems then solving it first! He is not honest. Yeah, sure, he is kind tht he didnt make fun of me or tell any1 accept for tht chibikun, i know, im really happy and grateful for tht. But he does not answer and leaves people hanging. Many people said tht it is obvious tht it means rejection when a boy doesnt answer the girl's confession for a long time.
P/s Yee ling, he wants to erase our memories. ;--;