Writer's block
Finally, it came. (I am not excited about this. I am actually disappointed).
It's not really a writer's block. I can't really call it one. It's more of "I have this scene in my mind but I don't really know how I'm going to present it it".
Sometimes, I don't know if the writing seminar made me better or made me worse. In a way, I discovered stuff that I should not do or whatever, but I guess I became stagnant? Or stiff? Or overanalyzing? I'm my worst critic, lol. I can't even pat myself on the back... except for those times I successfully wrote smut because those were really difficult and embarassing to write.
Soo.... anyway, what's my problem? Everytime I imagine a scene in a story, I imagine it in a way you see it on camera. Like there are zoom-ins and angles and whatnot. Of course, that won't work well in writing and I think I also lose adjective-vocabulary many times and I don't know.
My second problem is that, I write in fragments. To fight writer's block and to not forget any details that I suddenly think of, I jsut write that scene down, without any regards of when it happened. So instead of doing A-B-C-D, I could have written A-D-E-B-C... And then, unfortunately, I have to remove some details, causing it to become B-C-D. It kinda hurts my heart to cut off a whole scene lol.
So, my problem this time is I am repositioning the scenes and now I'm kinda tired to read and see if I caused some inconsistencies due to the repositioning. I'll do my best not to lol because I don't want people raising their eyebrows in confusion.
I am also very much NOT amused with what happened to Seka Muzu. My poor soul is traumatized I don't even want to rewatch the episode I downloaded lol. Anyway, yeah...
So excited to drop my new bomb, guys! I'm writing as much as I can because I've just been ok-ed for the development program and that means less time to write!
It's not really a writer's block. I can't really call it one. It's more of "I have this scene in my mind but I don't really know how I'm going to present it it".
Sometimes, I don't know if the writing seminar made me better or made me worse. In a way, I discovered stuff that I should not do or whatever, but I guess I became stagnant? Or stiff? Or overanalyzing? I'm my worst critic, lol. I can't even pat myself on the back... except for those times I successfully wrote smut because those were really difficult and embarassing to write.
Soo.... anyway, what's my problem? Everytime I imagine a scene in a story, I imagine it in a way you see it on camera. Like there are zoom-ins and angles and whatnot. Of course, that won't work well in writing and I think I also lose adjective-vocabulary many times and I don't know.
My second problem is that, I write in fragments. To fight writer's block and to not forget any details that I suddenly think of, I jsut write that scene down, without any regards of when it happened. So instead of doing A-B-C-D, I could have written A-D-E-B-C... And then, unfortunately, I have to remove some details, causing it to become B-C-D. It kinda hurts my heart to cut off a whole scene lol.
So, my problem this time is I am repositioning the scenes and now I'm kinda tired to read and see if I caused some inconsistencies due to the repositioning. I'll do my best not to lol because I don't want people raising their eyebrows in confusion.
I am also very much NOT amused with what happened to Seka Muzu. My poor soul is traumatized I don't even want to rewatch the episode I downloaded lol. Anyway, yeah...
So excited to drop my new bomb, guys! I'm writing as much as I can because I've just been ok-ed for the development program and that means less time to write!