[Fanfiction] 3AM
Title: 3AM
Pairing: Haehyuk / Eunhae
POV: Eunhyuk
Rating: G
Genre: Fluff
Warning: English is not my native language.
Disclaimer: The guys belongs to themselves, I only wrote the story.
Comment: First fanfictions about Eunhae / Haehyuk couple and Super Junior. But I promised fishydotlove that I wrote her something. I'm sorry that it is so short and doesn't have any smut in it XD I try better next time ^-^;
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I lie in my bed and can't sleep. I don't count the nights that I stayed up because of insomnia. I only know the reason of it. Because you aren't here, next to me in my bed. I relax when you're next to me, I can breath easy because of your presence. And when you're not with me, I feel lost and like I'm drowning. I doubt that you know all these things, because if you would know, you wouldn't decide to sleep in your room again. I doubt that you know my feelings for you and I doubt that you have the same for me. If I'll confess to you, I guess you'll laugh and won't take it for serious, even when you see my serious face you'll tell me to stop with joking around.
I sigh. Honestly, sometimes I really want you to be not that childish. Sometimes I really want you to take things serious, specially when we're talking about feelings. I don't know how often I told you, that I love you. And you always laughed happily and told me, that you know this. But you don't think my love can be deeper than best friendship, that I can love you more than only a brother or a best friend. No, you live in your happy world, where love is all around. I can't take your I love you to me as a special saying, because you tell everybody that you love them. Maybe it's only imagination, but sometimes your I love you's to me sound special. But when I feel like this you don't look into my eyes while saying this, you avoid my look and just say it really fast, like nobody shall hear it. I don't understand it after all.
My eyes searched my alarm clock and read the red numbers on there. It's nearly 3am and I'm not asleep yet. How long have I wait until you sleep in my bed again? I can't tell you, that I need you for my sleep, that I can only feel save when you're with me. Sighing again I turn around and face the ceiling. Maybe I can walk into your room without being notice and sleep there for some hours and leave it again before you wake up, so I can get some sleep. That isn't a bad idea after all. I decide to stay up and go to your room. I hope that you are already asleep so you won't notice me. I open my door and look into surprised eyes. But faster than I'm able to ask what this is about, the eyes start to smile.
“You don't sleep?” You ask and I swallow a bit.
“Why..” I just look at you because I don't know what else to do.
“I couldn't fall asleep so I thought I check what you're doing.” You explain and smile widely. “Can I come in?”
Without replying I take a step back and you enter my room. While I close the door you walk to my bed and sit down there. I follow you, but I don't sit down next to you but lie down again. My plan was useless, now that you're here and I feel really tired now. I wonder if you'll mind when I'll fall asleep right now.
“Can I..” You start but stop while your eyes search mine.
I raise an eyebrow because I'm curious what you want to ask me.
“Can I sleep here?” You blush lightly when you look away again.
Wait. You decide to sleep in our own rooms again. And now you're asking me to let you sleep here? I'm dreaming, right? I fall asleep after I decide to go to your room because I can find there some sleep, right?
“I can go back if you don't want me to sleep here.” You said silently and take me out of my thoughts.
“No.” I said hastily and move a bit to the side so you'll have enough space to lie next to me.
You smile widely and don't hesitate to fill the space I make with your presence. I find myself in a really tired mood now.
“Sleep well.” You say and snuggle closer to me.
How much I miss this. It was the best to have you next to me.
“You, too.” I reply and you kiss my cheek lightly before you turn to the side.
I blush hardly and I'm really glad that you can't see my face, but I'm happy.
Pairing: Haehyuk / Eunhae
POV: Eunhyuk
Rating: G
Genre: Fluff
Warning: English is not my native language.
Disclaimer: The guys belongs to themselves, I only wrote the story.
Comment: First fanfictions about Eunhae / Haehyuk couple and Super Junior. But I promised fishydotlove that I wrote her something. I'm sorry that it is so short and doesn't have any smut in it XD I try better next time ^-^;
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I lie in my bed and can't sleep. I don't count the nights that I stayed up because of insomnia. I only know the reason of it. Because you aren't here, next to me in my bed. I relax when you're next to me, I can breath easy because of your presence. And when you're not with me, I feel lost and like I'm drowning. I doubt that you know all these things, because if you would know, you wouldn't decide to sleep in your room again. I doubt that you know my feelings for you and I doubt that you have the same for me. If I'll confess to you, I guess you'll laugh and won't take it for serious, even when you see my serious face you'll tell me to stop with joking around.
I sigh. Honestly, sometimes I really want you to be not that childish. Sometimes I really want you to take things serious, specially when we're talking about feelings. I don't know how often I told you, that I love you. And you always laughed happily and told me, that you know this. But you don't think my love can be deeper than best friendship, that I can love you more than only a brother or a best friend. No, you live in your happy world, where love is all around. I can't take your I love you to me as a special saying, because you tell everybody that you love them. Maybe it's only imagination, but sometimes your I love you's to me sound special. But when I feel like this you don't look into my eyes while saying this, you avoid my look and just say it really fast, like nobody shall hear it. I don't understand it after all.
My eyes searched my alarm clock and read the red numbers on there. It's nearly 3am and I'm not asleep yet. How long have I wait until you sleep in my bed again? I can't tell you, that I need you for my sleep, that I can only feel save when you're with me. Sighing again I turn around and face the ceiling. Maybe I can walk into your room without being notice and sleep there for some hours and leave it again before you wake up, so I can get some sleep. That isn't a bad idea after all. I decide to stay up and go to your room. I hope that you are already asleep so you won't notice me. I open my door and look into surprised eyes. But faster than I'm able to ask what this is about, the eyes start to smile.
“You don't sleep?” You ask and I swallow a bit.
“Why..” I just look at you because I don't know what else to do.
“I couldn't fall asleep so I thought I check what you're doing.” You explain and smile widely. “Can I come in?”
Without replying I take a step back and you enter my room. While I close the door you walk to my bed and sit down there. I follow you, but I don't sit down next to you but lie down again. My plan was useless, now that you're here and I feel really tired now. I wonder if you'll mind when I'll fall asleep right now.
“Can I..” You start but stop while your eyes search mine.
I raise an eyebrow because I'm curious what you want to ask me.
“Can I sleep here?” You blush lightly when you look away again.
Wait. You decide to sleep in our own rooms again. And now you're asking me to let you sleep here? I'm dreaming, right? I fall asleep after I decide to go to your room because I can find there some sleep, right?
“I can go back if you don't want me to sleep here.” You said silently and take me out of my thoughts.
“No.” I said hastily and move a bit to the side so you'll have enough space to lie next to me.
You smile widely and don't hesitate to fill the space I make with your presence. I find myself in a really tired mood now.
“Sleep well.” You say and snuggle closer to me.
How much I miss this. It was the best to have you next to me.
“You, too.” I reply and you kiss my cheek lightly before you turn to the side.
I blush hardly and I'm really glad that you can't see my face, but I'm happy.