Aish, I'm so late with this. I didn't upload anything in the last time, but I so wanted to upload this on Kyu Jong's birthday and now I totally forget about that >////< But better be late then to post it never.
Like all my KyuSaeng stuff this fanfiction belongs only to
shadichan <3 (at least I should find some new ones to write for her, but I also gave her some Junsu x Chansung drabbles XDDD)
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Title: Birthday Present
Rating: R ! [contains Sex between Guys]
Pairing: KyuSaeng [KyuJong x YoungSaeng]
POV: KyuJong (like all of my Fanfictions XD)
Warning: English is not my first language, so please accept and look over mistakes.
And as you see it's R-rated, maybe it's even smut... Just want to say it XD
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the persons I used in the fanfiction.
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We were out to drink something since it was my birthday the next day and we wanted to celebrate into it. Normally I'm not that person, who got drunk easily and I didn't like alcohol much. But to make my friends happy, I followed them, after all they did it for my birthday. And a second point was, that my secret love, Young Saeng, would show up there, too.
It wasn't really a secret. He knew it already and my friend did it, too. But I was always thinking about, that he was my secret love because he always said that he couldn't return the same feelings for me, but still he was one of my closest friends and didn't hate me for loving him.
All in all I was glad, that all of my friends would celebrate my birthday with me and it was really fun. It was near midnight, when someone put a champagne glass in my hand, so we all could touch glasses with each other. They shouted their congratulations through the room and I replied them with a big smile. I was very curious about the presents they wanted to give me, specially about the one of Young Saeng. When it was his turn, everyone else was already gone to dance again, so we both were alone. He stood right in front of me and had an excused smile on his lips.
“Finally my turn, hm?” He said shyly and I only nodded.
“It's... I really didn't know what I could give you as a present. I don't like these random things and I didn't want to give you one of those. So I thought, that you can decide what you want from me and I try to give it to you.”
I was speechless. He really seemed to think about that, but did he know what he was talking about. He knew that I was in love with him and he said that I could decide on my own what he should give me as a birthday present.
“Are you're sure?” I asked helpless. I was totally out of the situation.
“Like I said, tell me what I should give you for a present and I try my best to make your wish come true.”
I swallowed. He would say 'no' if I really asked him about this. But he also said that he would try to fulfill my wish. I wasn't really sure if I should say it to him, but my thoughts were to slow.
“Honestly, you know what I want.” I said silently to him. I hoped he didn't here it ,but the fact that he blushed told me, that he did.
“I was thinking about some material things, Kyu Jong.” His voice was as silent as my own.
“So you are a ghost?” I tried to joke but his face was serious.
“Speak to me again, when you know what you want, okay?”
He turned around and went to the bar. I didn't follow him, he was right, I should make my mind clear and should try to find something he can give me as a present, something that wasn't himself.
It was around 4 am when the first people left the place. I said goodbye to them and thanked them for the party. After a while it was only me and Young Saeng, who was still sitting at the bar, drinking some alcoholic cocktail. I smiled weakly and went to him.
“I think, you have enough already.” I took the glass out of his hand and placed it far away from him.
He tried to reach it again. “Don't be so serious, Kyu Jongie.”
“It's enough for today, Young Saeng.” I said with a smile and took his arm to help him up from his seat.
“You're mean.” He pouted.
“I'm not drunk.” I replied, but couldn't help and smiled because he was cuter when he was drunk.
“I'm not drunk, too.” He insisted.
“Sure..” I sighed and lay my arm around his hips to support him.
“What are you doing?” He asked after some seconds and I was sure he didn't want to go.
“I'm taking you home.”
“But I don't want. Why can't we sit here for another hour?” He asked with his puppy eyes locked on mine.
I sighed again. Did he know that he had me almost? That he looked cute with these eyes?
“It's time to leave, Young Saeng. You should go home and get some sleep.” I tried to resist against his cuteness.
I began to walk into the direction where his flat were and he followed me. Still near by my side because I was ongoing with my support to him. He felt silent and I did as well because there wasn't much to tell.
Then I heard him speak. “Do you know your wish now?”
I wasn't sure if I should reply to his question. He should know, that there wasn't anything else than him on my mind. How should I think about anything else to wish for, when I could him? My eyes went to his face, but he didn't look to me, he was concentrating on his feet to move them.
Fact one: He was drunk.
Fact two: He wouldn't remember the night.
Fact three: I was with him.
Maybe this wasn't right. I shook my head to clear my mind and sighed helplessly. Why was I such a good person? I wouldn't make my wish come true when he was drunk. That wasn't right, even if I told him that this was my wish and he agreed to it.
“Are you angry?”
Kicked out of my mind I was facing him again. Now he looked at me with his eyes feared. “What?” I asked confused.
“You're not saying anything, so I thought you are angry with me.” I saw tears in his eyes and hurry to make him feel better again.
“No, I'm not angry.” I said, smiling. “I was just thinking.”
He returned the smile. “About your present, I guess.”
“Right.” I wondered, he was drunk but it seemed as he was able to talk and think normally. So maybe the thought I had before didn't work at all.
“And do you know now?” His voice and eyes were curious.
I looked away to the street.
“You already know it. How should I make another wish?”
Surely he blushed, but I was afraid to look again to him. I waited for a reply but there wasn't any.
Confused I faced him again. His eyes were clear now, not with this drunken gleam on them. He looked really serious and I swallowed.
“You want me?” He asked directly and I wasn't sure if he was really drunk. Why could he act like this with that much alcohol in his blood?
I could only nod to his question and saw that he was engrossed in his thoughts.
“It's your birthday today and I promised you could have anything you wish for.” He said after a while and I stopped my walking. He looked to me irritated.
“What are you talking about?” I was a bit upset. I tried so hard not to think about it, that I could have him so easily and now he agreed to it by himself? All the time I was asking him, if he wanted to be with me, even for only one night, he never agreed. But now? I tried to control myself.
“You're drunk, Young Saeng.”
“Then you should take advantage of it.” He replied with his soft voice.
I closed my eyes for two seconds and opened them again when he went on.
“You want me, right? It's your birthday and your only wish is me. So why don't you want it now?”
“Because you won't remember it when you wake up. And I want you to remember it.” I said louder as I wanted.
“But you still want me.”
Was he listening to me? Sure, I wanted him, but not when he wasn't remember it.
“Hell, yes, I still want you. You know this, how often did I say it to you. That I love you and that I want you every time I see you.”
He blushed again and I was sure, I was blushing as well.
“Sorry.” I tried to calm down again. It was hard enough when he wasn't drunk to resist against him, but now.. He had said it on his own, but what would happen if I gave up, if I took him home and slept with him?
“It's my fault.” He replied silently.
“I should take you home, now. You should go and sleep some hours.”
I wanted to continue on our way but he stopped me, turned me around to him and kissed my lips intensely.
And my wall broke. Every single piece I build up because of him broke within seconds.
As soon as I noticed his lips on mine I returned the kiss passionately. I pressed him closer to me and couldn't wait to enter his mouth with my tongue. I could smell the alcohol there, but I didn't care, poked his own tongue and animated her to play and fight with mine.
But I came to my sense after a minute and ended the kiss. I regretted it immediately and he also looked like he wanted to continue. His breath was fast, like my own.
“Can I stay at your place?” He asked shyly, but I was sure he hided a smile.
“Sure.” I reached for his hand and pulled him with me.
Fortunately it wasn't really far to my place. As soon as I closed the door behind us, he caught my lips again, now begging for entering my mouth. I granted him his wish and he entered it fast, play around my tongue and inquired everything in there. I just enjoyed the feeling and tried to lead him to my bedroom. He just followed my moves and we finally reached my bed. Meanwhile he has ended the kiss on my lips and was busy to kiss my neck and was tugging at my shirt. I smiled a bit and pushed him away from me a bit to look into his eyes.
“Slow down, Young Saeng.” I said with a husky voice. “We have the whole night, right?”
He swallowed and nodded in agreement.
I kissed him again, now slower to calm him down and to let him feel every little thing I gave to him. He returned the kiss in the same way as I did and I let his lips go and moved over his jawbone towards his neck. I could see that he shivered and I was glad that he liked my caresses. After some minutes of kissing his neck I let it go as well and took his shirt off of him. I was stunned for a moment, he looked fantastic and I couldn't stop myself to touch his skin. It was so soft, I couldn't remember of anything else that felt like this. I continued with my caresses on his neck and then moved over his collarbone to his nipples. I could hear him moan when I bit one of them gently and licking it as an apologize. While I was doing this, I lay him down slowly on my bed so he could full enjoy everything.
I could feel his shy movements with his hands over my hair and shoulders to my back. He stroked it carefully, maybe he didn't really know what he should do. I kissed him on his lips again and smiled when I looked into his eyes.
“Just enjoy.” I told him.
“But it's your birthday.. and your present. You should enjoy this.” He argued but I took a finger on his lips to stop his argue.
“I will enjoy it when you do as well, okay?”
He took a peck on my finger and nodded. His hands reached for my shirt and pulled it above to undress me. I helped him a little and as soon as my shirt lay on the floor he stroked carefully with his fingers over my chest. I shivered a little, because he seemed to be so awkward, but this was another thing which made him cute.
I was going on with my kisses on his body and I soon reached his pants. Not sure if I should go on and took them off of him he reached for my hands and placed them to the button of them.
I looked up into his face and he was smiling.
“Are you sure?” I asked him serious and he returned this with a serious nod.
I swallowed and unbutton it slowly. He raised his hips, so it was easy for me to undress him. And what I saw took off my mind. He already reacted to my caress. He looked so sexy, naked under me with his dazed eyes on me. I slowly kissed the top of his hard member and got a deep moan as answer. I went further, licking on his whole length and then I took his member into my mouth and started to suck on it, getting loader and deeper moans as reply. I wanted him to come the first time, but he stopped me before. He pulled me to him and locked my lips with his own and I recognized his fingers stroking over my back and moved forward to my chest, to caress my nipples. I was supporting myself with my hands beside his head and enjoyed his touch. It felt so good and I couldn't help and moan in pleasure. His hands moved down to my pants and unbutton them as well. I helped him to took them off and I shivered and moan silently when I could feel his skin on my own. He moaned as well and I was really at my limit to resist to him. I couldn't wait any longer and I could see in his eyes that he also wanted it now. I swallowed a bit, searched for the last courage I found and kissed him deeply, while I reached with my fingers his back entrance and slowly entered my first finger in him. I waited but it seemed that he wasn't feel any pain and I moved a bit around to make him used to it. My second finger were adding after a minute and now he hissed shortly. I waited again, but he continued to kiss me, so I moved my two fingers now in him to prepare and stretched him a bit. Only to be sure, I added my third finger after a while and now he let out a silent wince, but it seemed as he was enjoying this. I moved them again in him and he answered with moans in pleasure.
“Kyu Jong..” His voice was full of emotion.
I took my fingers out of him and placed me above him. I kissed his sweet lips again and looked in his dazed eyes.
“I will be gentle.” I said quietly and he nodded.
I began slowly to slid into him, starring at his face to be able to see if I hurt him. But all I could see was excitement to my moves, so I pushed a bit faster and moaned loud as I was full in him. I waited a few seconds so he could get used to my member, but then he moved his hips on his own and showed me that I could began.
I started slow, but couldn't help to go faster with every thrust. And he was caught in his feelings, moaned really hard and deep. I grabbed his member and rubbed it in the same rhythm as my thrust were and I felt that I was reaching my climax soon. So I pushed myself faster into him.
After a few more thrust he came with a load moan and my name on his lips in my hand while I came at the same time deep in him.
I took myself out of him and lay down next to him, exhausted. Our breath were fast and we waited to cam down again.
“Happy Birthday.” I heard his soft voice and looked at him.
He was smiling, but somehow the smile didn't appear in his eyes. I frowned and he looked curious.
“What?”
“I don't know if this was the right thing.” I said slowly, like I have to think about my words.
“I never do something better.” He answered and looked away to the ceiling.
Why did he evaded me with his eyes? I sat up and bent over him, so he had to look at me. I checked his face slowly and kissed his lips again. Still alcohol on them.
“What is it?” He asked confused.
“I'm not sure.” I answered him and he looked nervous now. Had I caught him with something?
And then my eyes widened. It came back to my mind, what I was thinking about when I wanted to take him home.
He closed his eyes, as if he knew what I was thinking about.
“You only have done so?” I asked him, not sure if I was right.
His eyes were still closed.
“Am I right? If you don't answer me, then it's a yes.”
He opened it eyes and looked at me, pleading.
“It was only because I didn't know how I should behave.” He answered weakly.
“How about just tell me? It's not that you don't know that I love you.”
“But I'm not that brave and outgoing as you. And I thought this was a good way to get you what you want.”
I rolled with my eyes. “And I was thinking about, that I couldn't do it to you when you were drunk.”
He chuckled silently and I kissed his lips shortly. “You're an evil with a halo.”
“Yes, I love you, too.” He replied.