May 18, 2014 15:09
LJ changed again? Weird but okay xD
It's been a while again.
I wanted to leave somehow, because I didn't know what I should do here.. But somehow I always came back, reading my friends updates. It's somehow my home, I met wonderful ppl here and I miss everyone. I feel like letting all of them go, but then I'm so damn alone.. argh.. I'm a bad friend, selfish and egoistic..
But well.. Maybe I'm coming back. I'm thankful for the friends who didn't cut me from their friendlist <3 You're the best.
I mean, I love blogging, that's why I started at blogger (even it's in German), I need to write my thoughts down, I need to write everything from my mind so that I can think normal again, when I don't know how to make it through. Writing frees my mind :D
So maybe hello again. Maybe I can get to know each of you better again and be a better friend from now on. :)
Thank you all, who didn't cut me until now :D I love you guys <3