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it was my birthday yesterday, so the weekend was kind of my birthday weekend.
friday - cheeky cheeky and the nosebleeds in ipswich
saturday - home then angus's with phil and pimms
sunday - the beach at walberswick and the pub for dinner for my birthday thing. we dressed up in 50s style beach wear and it was bloody sexy. and cold. i had on a collarless dress and really big hat. also phil's house and a fair bit of alcohol
then yesterday phil came round for lunch and stayed all day and we went driving (i made it go) then slept a bit and stuff, then went out to dinner with my family at ask. it was all a bit lovely. presents at dinner amounted to a white ipod photo, driving lessons and £160, apparently from the dog and cat (haha daddy). the producers with philip next weekend as well, in london. ♥
i am too tired to be happy so no fantastic picture-aided entertainment for now.
keeping smiling and charismatic all weekend fell apart by sunday night, when everyone was there and i had to go out of the room and cry. since then it's been a bit of a struggle, i'm so weak and everything gets to me when i'm not in school mode and i hate school mode because it is fake and gay and hard to do outside school.
so philip, i am sorry for being clingy and nervy and getting cross about things that are perfectly fine.
friday - cheeky cheeky and the nosebleeds in ipswich
saturday - home then angus's with phil and pimms
sunday - the beach at walberswick and the pub for dinner for my birthday thing. we dressed up in 50s style beach wear and it was bloody sexy. and cold. i had on a collarless dress and really big hat. also phil's house and a fair bit of alcohol
then yesterday phil came round for lunch and stayed all day and we went driving (i made it go) then slept a bit and stuff, then went out to dinner with my family at ask. it was all a bit lovely. presents at dinner amounted to a white ipod photo, driving lessons and £160, apparently from the dog and cat (haha daddy). the producers with philip next weekend as well, in london. ♥
i am too tired to be happy so no fantastic picture-aided entertainment for now.
keeping smiling and charismatic all weekend fell apart by sunday night, when everyone was there and i had to go out of the room and cry. since then it's been a bit of a struggle, i'm so weak and everything gets to me when i'm not in school mode and i hate school mode because it is fake and gay and hard to do outside school.
so philip, i am sorry for being clingy and nervy and getting cross about things that are perfectly fine.