Nov 19, 2012 03:20
i stood and stared at that scratch on the concrete wall, thick black marks with a few lines of deep red. my worst nightmare.
a typical story of a car losing control on the slippery road after a rainy morning, yet not so typical at all once you've experienced it for yourself. minor accidents are the scariest; they say that the only way to lose fear is to be free of imagination, yet escaping with barely a concussion and a damaged suspension was so much worse than dying from a fatal crash. it feeds your imagination, until it can eat no more, and vomits all that it has eaten all at once. that is when you break down.
i broke down, because you were the first thing that came into my mind, the moment my head slammed hard against the window. because you were the shiny silver spoon of the many spoonfuls of horror shoved into my imagination. i have yet to tell you how i feel. i need to live. i'm glad i lived, because i think i love you, and i need you to know.