Alone.

[kohl_angel]

no matter where i go, i never feel at home. i'm always searching for something i can't find, i've lost hope of ever finding it. i feel as though i will always be alone. i feel like no one could or would ever love me. recent events from people that i thought were my closest friends have proved this to me. i think i've lost the ablity to feel anything but anger or depression. what happened? where am i, what am i, who am i.
you have hurt me greatly today. you have convinced me that no one will ever love me, i am incapable of being loved.
i will never be at home, always just floating in limbo.