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Life as crazy as ever, these days. Tomorrow's my mom's birthday, so we're having some sort of shindig tonight, and lots of prep all day. To say that I am sleep deprived and functioning at less than full power is putting it mildly. I can't even see straight. Not that that will keep me home tonight ^.~
Off to Massachusetts again next Friday - apartment hunting, professor meeting, Jamie Cullum watching. Then back in good old Albuquerque for two days and onwards to Japan for seven weeks. Internet access may be inconsistent, but I will work on keeping in decent touch. Especially because there are a couple of you to meet while I'm over there!
Hate feeling as conflicted and torn as I do about this, though. I mean, I desperately want to be back in Japan, and moving to Massachusetts is going to be very good for me - but I know that there is a part of me that's going to be left here. The boy and I are going to do the long distance thing, which is both thrilling and terrifying - as is this entire relationship thing. I haven't quite wrapped my head around it, I don't think. In a lot of ways, this is going to be tougher for him than me - it's always harder to be the one left behind, rather than the one leaving. I'll be distracted, at least.
I don't know. I just really really want this to work.
Off to Massachusetts again next Friday - apartment hunting, professor meeting, Jamie Cullum watching. Then back in good old Albuquerque for two days and onwards to Japan for seven weeks. Internet access may be inconsistent, but I will work on keeping in decent touch. Especially because there are a couple of you to meet while I'm over there!
Hate feeling as conflicted and torn as I do about this, though. I mean, I desperately want to be back in Japan, and moving to Massachusetts is going to be very good for me - but I know that there is a part of me that's going to be left here. The boy and I are going to do the long distance thing, which is both thrilling and terrifying - as is this entire relationship thing. I haven't quite wrapped my head around it, I don't think. In a lot of ways, this is going to be tougher for him than me - it's always harder to be the one left behind, rather than the one leaving. I'll be distracted, at least.
I don't know. I just really really want this to work.